A Good Day For Love To Die [Sequel to Made For Each Other]

Part 6

*TOM'S POV*

Once I arrived at the studio, I looked around to discover that the car park was pretty much empty. Not that I'm surprised about that since most people are on their holidays. But the person that I need to talk to is here, so that's all I care about. Nathan wasn't here yet either so I just decided to wait in the car. I turned on the radio and was greeted by I Found You. That's ten years old today and they're still playing it on the radio. It amazes me but I guess that's what happens when you're still around, performing to large crowds of people twelve years after you were first put together. I was proud of everything we had achieved.

While I was singing along to I Found You, I decided that I should probably check my messages. First I checked on Twitter and unsurprisingly, I had people tweeting me about James, about Stacey, about the band and about Jay. Yeah, people had noticed that me and Jay were no longer on talking terms. In fact, the only time I saw him was when we had band meetings. Which wasn't very much recently since we were all on our well deserved holiday. We're two months into our five month break. Spending time with the family and friends. Just trying to have a normal life before returning to the madness. I was bored so I decided to go through some of the things which people were tweeting me;

@ILoveParker: James is so cute, he's lucky to have you as a dad!:)xx #IFoundYouTenYearsToday

Well, that wasn't strictly true. James wasn't lucky to have me as his dad because I wasn't his dad. Jay bloody McGuiness was his dad. Drunken night together Stacey told me like that was going to take the pain away and make me feel any better. I refused to talk to Jay for five months when I found out, but he had no idea what he had done wrong since Stacey never wants to tell him. He does have a right to know. Jay is a dad yet I'm the one stuck bringing his child up. Don't get me wrong, I love James like he is my own son, but I don't think it's fair for me to be bringing up someone else's child when they don't even know about it. But no one knew about Jay. It was mine and Stacey's little secret. That's how it has to stay, not for my sake, but for James' sake. He was too young to understand that his mum cheated on me. But he would find out in time and he would know the truth. Only when the time was right would that happen though.

Another tweet read;

@TeamParker_10: James is one lucky child and you're one lucky dad. You've done us all proud Tom :Dxx

James is a lucky child and I'm a lucky dad. But I'm lucky because of Amelia. Not because of James.

@ParkersSexiness: I haven't seen much of Amelia lately, is she alright? And happy 12th birthday to her for yesterday:')x

WOW! That makes things even worse than before. The fact a fan remembered Amelia's birthday but me and her mum didn't. That is pretty bad considering we're supposed to be her parents and the people who love her, care for her and always protect her. I haven't done a very good job with any of them recently. Today was about working towards them all. Well, I hope that's what today will do for me anyway. I decided I was going to reply to this one;

@TomTheWanted: @ParkersSexiness Love the name ;) and Amelia is fine, I'm going to spend time with her today...watch this space is all I'll say :) x

A few tweets and replies later, I was bored and thought I'd better check my messages. When I looked I was shocked to see that I had 5 new un-read messages. I never have that many. Unless there's a real problem or an emergency. Which I'm sure there wasn't because I would know about it if there was. I would also have been told about it by now. I looked at all the messages, jut to see who they're from.

From Nath:

Caught in traffic. Be there was soon as possible.