Living With The McCallen Boys

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

Three weeks out of school. Wow what am I going to do?

Duh!

Party!!! I've been so stressed out lately and for the next three weeks I'm going to let go of everything and just be free for a change.

And I will also be yelled at by Nina for drinking but I've had this attitude of I don't care. Before I start my Happy Hour, I think I'll go record a song that I've been writing.

I walked into the studio, put everything where it's supposed to be, turned the recording on and then I began.

"You were always higher than me
You were better at everything
but it's, too late to go back on what the past has gave us
and look forward to what the future has in stored
I cried about all the memories we had tossed
because now there gone

I always wondered why you left me
I wonder if I left you asking yourself the same thing
You keep saying how hard it is with out me
And every single day it gets harder to believe
and I ask my self why

I never saw this coming
no no
but you did, I could see it in your eyes
and as much as you pray this isn't stopping
plus you admitted that it's your fault our relationship died
you're still living in your own fairy tale lie
and you didn't even try

I always wondered why you left me
I wonder if I left you asking yourself the same thing
you keep saying how hard it is without me
and every single day it gets harder to believe
and i ask myself why

I thought that you would understand
I'm done running in circles
and now since you see I'm not in your quick sand
I see that there's too many obstacles

Every single day it gets harder to believe
and I look to myself, and ask...Whyyyy."

I walked out of the studio and stopped the recording. I took the CD and added it with the other 10 CDs I have made.

HAPPY HOUR TIME.

******

"Kora!!! Where did you get that?!" A voice yelled.

I waved my hand in front of me. "Why are you screaming? Calm down young grasshopper and be happy." I smirked tipping the bottle onto my lips, letting the alcohol swish through my system.

They tried to snatch the bottle but I extended my arm back so they couldn't reach it.

"No no no not today!!" My pointer finger moved back and forth while I smiled and laughed.

******

"Oh shit." I fell off my bed, entering the world of hangover.

"Morning, Drunky." Nina placed ice cream, medicine and water on the floor next to my head.

"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" She nodded and walked out of my room. I took my medicine and opened the ice cream.

There's no spoon. I growled before getting up. Its been 1 week and 3 days that I've been out of school and I haven't done any of my homework. I've been too drunk to do it. I know for a fact that my parents would send me to boarding school if they saw me like this but I owe it to myself to let all my worries go.

As I walked down the steps, I stepped on something causing me to scream and roll down the rest of the way. I hit the floor in a formation as if I was making a snow angel.