Kidnapped | NaLu

Soft spot

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Natsu's P.O.V

I won't lie, this was probably the best sleep I've ever had in my life.

I've suffered from Insomnia for multiple years already, I couldn't sleep at all and if I had luck I was able to close my eyes for at least 30 minutes.

This is the main reason why I drug myself  every night so I could get tired and finally sleep for a bit.

I know it wasn't healthy but what can I do? I'm not the type to complain.

Of course I went to various doctors already but they only gave me sleeping pills and they didn't even work, no matter how many I took.

Why could I sleep now though? Without any problems? And it felt so good too.

It's almost 5pm which means I also slept pretty long, something really unusual.

Even with me being drugged I can only sleep for like 4-5 hours.

But this time I literally was gone for about 7 hours.

I was actually thankful for the amount of rest I got this time and...she was the reason for it.

How though? And why?
She's nothing but a woman.

Was it because she was caressing my skin?
No, I hate it when people touch me.

But why did I let her then?
She even touched my scars and no one is allowed to do that.

Why didn't I stop her? It's not like I couldn't.
I could have smashed her hand right there without any hesitation.

But I didn't.

What is wrong with me?

First I get stressed over her not being comfortable here, then I run away because of her tears, now I even let her touch me and my scars and sleep with her in my arms for almost 8 hours straight without doing anything to her.

I cannot do this.

How can I become so weak just because of a girl? I've never had soft spot for anyone- especially not someone I've kidnapped.

I can't get myself get dragged too much into it.

Maybe it's her plan? To act all innocent and helpless so I feel compassionate towards her and let her leave.

I will never let her leave, she is mine now.

That's right.

Why do I even care about her?

She's not only my sex slave but also something that could make me sleep.

It's a win-win situation for me after all.

I just realized I've been staring at her for a lot of time already.

She was still sleeping in my arms and she looked so...no, what am I thinking?

I quickly got up and shoved the blanket off of her.
She doesn't deserve it.

Before I could leave my eyes went to her small figure again, examining her.

She made herself tiny, trying to keep herself warm with her arms but I knew it wouldn't work because she was really cold when I held her.

I sighed, closed my eyes and threw the blanket on her.

Without questioning myself I took a remote and turned the heater in the room on.

After I finished I took one last glance at her and left the room.

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I was about to go to Natsu's room when he already came out by himself.

He immediately saw me, smiled a little until he walked down the stairs, leaving me without even asking me why I was here.

It made me sad even though I was already used to this kind of behavior.

Since his father and brother left he was never the same again.

Back then Natsu was so cheerful, happy, funny and outgoing.

It's almost impossible to believe that such a kind human could turn into someone so mean, cold and disrespectful.

He was treating me good, of course he did because we were friends for a long time now.

But still.

Back then I felt like he was treating me different from the others, I felt like I was more special to him.

We were best friends after all and yes I admit it, I've always liked him more than that.

How could I not?

Natsu was a guy that every girl dreamed of.
Funny, strong,  attractive and he was so kind as well.

I was so sure that my feelings weren't only one sided because of that certain night.

It was my birthday party and...we did it together.
But in the next morning? He just left.

Of course I've asked him if he could remember anything and he actually told me he does remember everything.

I was so happy until he apologized to me.

He said that he wasn't clear in his mind because he drugged himself before we did it together.

It hurt but it didn't hurt as much as the fact that he was taking drugs.

When I realized he smoked, drank and was taking drugs it was much more painful for me than being rejected.

He told me not to worry about it and just a few days later we found out that he had bought the daughter of someone he gambled with.

I was shocked.
I am still shocked.

I've seen her, she is beautiful indeed.

But strangely I didn't feel jealous or envious at all.
Maybe my feelings vanished alongside with the old Natsu.

But that wasn't the problem now.

I wanted to release her, she doesn't deserve being held captive.

One more step and I'm in his room!
When I was about to grab the door knob someone suddenly grabbed my wrist.

It was him.

„Natsu, let her go. She doesn't deserve this." I said.

„She is my problem to deal with now. Don't you dare release her and tell everyone else if they try to help her that they're going to get punished severely. I won't do anything to you because you're my friend but just don't do anything without my permission again. Please go back now, Lisanna."

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