❝𝓛𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮❞ || 𝟐

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Bucky pov.

Sam and I have been quite distant lately. By lately i mean by couple days. The only time we would see each other is when Tony call us to help him with schooling Peter. After that i disappear to my garden before anyone can say anything. And yes i have a garden. My best friends, Tony and Steve made it for me as my birthday present some time last year. And i am forever grateful for it. The reason why Sam and I been distant is my fault. And yes i could admit it because i have been heavily avoiding him.

 Even a blind man can see that. I've been avoiding him because i had a dream. Or one of my Visions and Steve's calls it. I dreamt that Sam and i was fighting for some reason. I didn't really know why but the anger on his face and the glass cup is enough to just make sure doesn't happen. Sometimes i try to ignore my dreams despite it being so real. And when i do ignore them the bad things do happen. But this time i cant let it happen. A knock then came to the door snapping me back into reality. 

"Bucky? Are you ok, you have been in there for a bit." The voice who i recognized as Tony said through the door. I only sighed before walking over and opening the door. "Am sorry." I say as he shrugged bouncing as he pat Peter's back lightly. "So how do i look?" I asked as i passed him to look into the longer mirror. I wore a dark blue t-shirt and black ripped jeans with my hair pulled into one accompanied with a white ribbon and tennis. "You look great sweetheart." Tony said as i sighed giving him a small smile. "Thanks." I mumbled as Tony smile fell a but. "Are you still feeling sad?" He asked as i nodded a bit. 

"A little, but am slowly getting over it." I say as Tony nodded. "So where are Sam and I going?" I asked as pulled up my jeans a bit. "Your both going to a bar. You know, to get some drinks in your system so you can dance and stuff." Tony said as i chuckled. "You do know i cant get drunk right." I say as Tony shook his head no. "Because you have the knock of version of the serum you actually could. You just have to have a lot." Tony said as the baby on his shoulder squirmed a bit with a whimper. "Come on Bambi you have to go sleep." Tony mumbled to the multi colored eyed boy who was still wide awake on his shoulder. 

"Let me try." I say as Tony gently passed him over to me. Peter may be two but he is the size of a one year old who's barely one. He's so small and sickly plus he doesn't really talk even though we know he can. The boy looked up at me with wide eyes with this pacifier slowly bobbing in and out of his mouth. I only gave him a soft smile before i sighed feeling calm in this moment. I slowly started to paced the room as i gently bounced the boy in my arms. Before i knew it his wide eyes was close as a soft quiet snore came from him. I looked up to Tony who was simply spread out on Sam and I's bed also snoring. 

The quads have him and Steve all over the place. They don't get much sleep and you could see it as they both have dark rings around there eyes. "Jarvis you there?" I whispered up the the voice of the tower. "Yes i am here." Jarvis said as i sighed. "Is Steve awake?" I asked as Peter squirmed a bit in his sleep. "He is not." Jarvis said as i sighed. "Great." I mumbled before i walked out of Sam and I's shared room towards the nursery. I quickly opened the door before walking over to Peter's crib and gently resting him down in there. 

I covered him with his blanket as i closed the curtains and bit so he could sleep comfortably. I always liked the nursery. We did well with putting it together. It was nice to see that Tony liked it so much when he got back from the hospital. I only sighed before sitting down in the white rocking chair that is placed beside Peter's crib. I closed my eyes as i rest my head against the chair rocking myself a bit. I could only hope that the dream isn't true. And if it is, why was he so mad? What could i possibly do to make Sam so mad? I only sighed as i started to feel myself sub come to sleep. I need a break from my mind.

It was while before i heard the nursery door opened and the person sighed. I opened one of my eyes to be met with Tony. "Hey." I whispered as he gave me a small smile. "Hey." He repeated as he closed the door behind him and walked deeper into the room. "Am sorry for falling asleep i-" I then cut Tony off. "Your tired. You and Steve don't get much sleep. So it's fine if you pass out sometimes with out notice. I understand." I whispered as Tony looked over to the sleeping boy in the crib. "What time is it?" Tony ask as i shrugged taking out my phone. "6:50." I mumbled as he nodded.