Don't get too attached

Part - 2

I was shocked as if my life has achieved it's one of the most important goals, my happiness is just about to arrive but suddenly someone has poured a jug full of water on me.
'Please don't get too attached.' WTF did he mean by this? Did he mean that he is not at all attached with me? Or did he want to express that I'm being too much involved and this is annoying him. I wanted to call him and ask about all the nonsense questions that were popping in my mind. With every next minute there was a new question disturbing me. I couldn't do anything except crying. I decided to call Shruti, my best friend. Listening my sobbing voice was enough to convert her into an active volcano.
'Seriously you are crying for that kal-ka-aaya-hua stupid?' she yelled after knowing everything.
'I'm not crying for anyone!' I snapped and ended the call. Seriously she thought that I'm crying for a boy? Crying is the least and the most meaningless thing that anyone can do for anyone. It was just that I couldn't recognize the hell that was happening to me. 'What I've done to deserve this!' was the only thing that torn me. Why would I cry for a boy? Why the hell any girl would?
It was too has to stop thinking about him that time. All I was trying to find was that one moment which can tell me 'Yes, he isn't attached to you.' 'Yes, he doesn't care about you at all.' 'Yes, he is getting annoyed by you.' But I swear to god there was nothing which can prove any of these thing right.
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Two days passed. Neither I tried calling him nor he made any effort.
Maybe the end has already arrived. But I wanted to know when exactly did all his feelings disappeared? At what place? What was it's longitude and latitude? What exact time was it? Did someone dodge the bullet in his heart which passed from him but took all the feelings along with him?
I was so exhausted! So disturbed!