Be My Remedy [Jinkook] ✔️

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"Why the fuck you didn't tell me anything about this when I called?!",

Yoongi asked at Jungkook once the younger shared at him who is Seokjin, everything, whatever happened between them and after he left to Chicago. 

Jungkook and Sehun find no words to answer him and looking down. Both brothers sat besides on the bed while Sehun standing near Jungkook, who kept shedding tears. Yoongi looks at his brother, he feels sad. He pulled him into his chest, hugged and pats his arm. Jungkook hugged him tightly and crying even more. 

"why, hyung?....why does it always happening with me only?....every single time...whenever something good happens with me....why does God get so jealous and snatches it away from me? why?!...i'm so sick of getting hurt...",

Yoongi would not let himself cry until he fails at something and today he is crying only because he failed to take care of his younger. 

Yoongi was the first person knew about Jungkook's past. 

His mother is Jungkook's mother's elder sister. When Yoongi was small he lost his parents in a flight accident. His father's relatives sees him as burden and wanted to send him back to his grandmother's house (His mother's & Rin's mother) but he refused. He talks with his grandma, even though at first she refused but in the end with her permission he stayed at his school hostel because he was so stubborn and that's what his grandmother thought but the real fact is he just doesn't like to be anyone's responsibility. 

But Rin wasn't like his relatives, she, Jungkook and his grandma used to visit thirteen year old Yoongi at his school hostel. She bring Jungkook along with her every time she visit him and it creates a bond of brotherly love between Jungkook and Yoongi.

Rin wants to bring Yoongi with her, to her home when she sees how lovely his son and Yoongi interacting with each others, like a real brothers. She made a decision to raise Yoongi as her own son but before she could adopt him, Mr Jeon died and she lost her memory....but Yoongi never forget his promise.

When he was kid he made a promise with Rin, no matter what he will take care of his younger brother, Jungkook and he thought he was keeping that promise but....

All they wished was a happy life but when the God gives them nothing but pain, sad, hurt, both of them begin to hate everything, everyone. They know hurt someone's feeling was the worst feeling ever, still, they loves to hurt because they're tired of getting pains. They thought whoever they hurting will do the same to them but not everyone has the same heart as theirs. Yoongi only realized it when he was alone at Chicago.

He shouldn't left to Chicago at the first place, he really believed the younger was changed and he can able to take care him self from getting hurt by others but he was wrong, so wrong. He sighs as he pats the younger's hair.

"God didn't get jealous....he just...he just had no enough playing with you, that's all",

He sniffs and hold the younger's face, makes him face him. 

"Remember this? Mother used to say....never give up, never surrender",

Yoongi never calls Jungkook's mother as your mother or by her name, he respect and love her so much and he always calls her 'Mother'. Jungkook's lips trembled as he looks down and shed tears but Yoongi lift his face up and makes him look at him once again. 

"Look at me,Jungkook! If you really love Seokjin then stay strong! We will find him, ok?! Hyung is here! We will find him together, I promise you! Do you believe me?!",

Jungkook didn't speak but nods while tear up. 

"Jungkook---h-hyung? w-when did you arrived?",

Both looks at Mingyu, who suddenly appeared at the door frame and looks worried. Yoongi let go the younger, sat up and walks towards Mingyu only to grab him by his collar.