A Thug's Serenity

Twenty One.

Serenity

"Get that bread, get that head, then leave.. Peace out" I said as I walked out the bathroom.

Something flew past me and I snapped my head at Satan.

"Did you just?" I asked.

"Who the fuck is Karlos?" he asked.

"Why are you even going through my phone? We single remember?" I asked picking up my now broke phone.

"You gone buy me another one tomorrow morning" I said.

"I ain't buying you shit" he said.

"Asaud I'm not playing with you" i said.

"Satan" he corrected.

"Fuck you ASAUD" I repeated.

He stood up making his way to me.

"Fuck you talking to?" he asked snatching me by my neck.

I didn't respond.

"That's what I thought and dead that shit with ol' boy now" he said.

"How and my phone broke?" I asked.

"Don't be funny" he said pushing me away.

"Don't fucking push me" I said.

"Or what?" he asked.

"Leave me alone" I said feeling tears in my eyes.

It was about to be my time of the month, and I was overly emotional right now.

"No" he asked pulling me into his lap.

"I try to understand you but I can't. When you do shit it's ok because we not together, but when I text one person back it's a problem. Nah, right plan wrong bitch" I said.

"Ion be doing shit" he said.

"So Isis ain't just post you on her Instagram story yesterday?" I asked.

"That video was from two months ago" he said.

"That's not the point. If she's comfortable enough to post you randomly that's a problem" I said.

"I told her to delete that shit and that I don't gibe a fuck 'bout her missing me. What else you want me to do?" he asked.

"Beat her ass on live like you did yo' babymama" I said.

"Aight, lets go" he said preparing to stand up.

"I'm playing" I said.

"I'll wrap her ass forreal" he said.

"I just don't know if I wanna do whatever this is anymore" I admitted.

"What?" he asked.

"You heard me. I just feel like I'm gonna get my heart broken and I can't take that shit right now" I said.

"Ain't nobody gone break yo' heart" he said.

"I'm just supposed to believe that?" I asked.