My twisted personality daiharu fanfic

How it all began

🌸=Haru's pov
👁= third person pov

🌸
I remember that day as if it was yesterday. Loud police sirens fill my ears. The screams of the hostages and witnesses became loud enough to be heard from the other side of tokyo. I just stood there frozen holding the gun in my hands. I did nothing but watch as the person infront of me bleed uncontrollably. The paramedics rushed through me,helping the person on the floor stay alive.

I didn't know what to do,I dropped to my knees looking down. I felt too ashamed to stand up or even look up. I looked at the gun that was still in my hands; tears began to pour down my face. Out of pure rage I threw the gun as far as I possobly could and began to cry like a child.

"Senpai please stand up"

I look up to see Ryo with a stretch hand to help me stand up. Once I stood up,I saw the person who was injured from the gunshot rushed to the hospital. As everyone from the first divison were trying to bring harmony to the scene. I never felt so ashamed in my life in my life,I cause harm to someone I was supposed to protect.

"Senpai I think it would be better for us to move away from the scene,don't worry the other guys have everything under control." Ryo said as he lead me away from the scene.

We both walked away but I couldn't help in looking back all see was the first division bringing peace to the chaos I created. I have also received many drity looks from bystanders. Ryo took me to an alley that was a good distance from the scene. The alley was dark but ironically enough it was really peacefull.

As soon as Ryo stopped walking I fell to the floor and curled myself into a ball and began to cry. I didn't care if Ryo was looking at me. I cried non stop for what felt like hours. I cried to the point that even simple things like breathing became difficult for me to do. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and disappear at that moment. I just wish that all of this was a bad dream that i can just wake up at any given moment. But this is not a dream or anything that happen right after it. This was a living nightmare I couldn't escape from.

👁
"Senpai-" "Let him have some space right now, after what happen I doubt that he's willing to talk to anyone at the moment"

A tall man began to approach the 2. He was non other than Katsuhiro Takei. He was wearing his normal grey suit with an orange tie.

Ryo's face relaxed a bit when he saw Katsuhiro but he was still alarmed. He felt as if someone or something was watching them ready to attack at any given moment. Katsuhiro walked towards haru but kept his distance from him.

" let's call it a day. I will make sure Kato gets home safely,Hoshino make sure everything is under control then go home"

Ryo noded as he headed back to the scene. Katsuhiro stayed truthful to his word and escorted haru home. That night Haru didn't sleep at all or the following nights.

In the following days,the media got a hold of the story and began to broadcast it on the news. The media didn't hold back on poor Haru. They called him an idiot,they called him someone who brought shame and dishonor everywhere he went. When the public found what Haru had done, Haru got hate mail and drity looks everywhere he went.

But the straw that broke the camels back were the death threaths. Those nasty threaths read along the lines of: 'The world would be a better place if you were dead.' 'Just kill yourself no one would miss you.' 'I say this from the bottom of my heart,I wish you were dead and when that day comes I will celebrate like if it was a holiday.'

🌸
"I can't take it anymore,I wish I could j-just disappear!!" I began to plan my suicide because I knew that things will be better for everyone once I died. On the day I was going to take my own life he was born. The darkness within me manifested into to someone I can't control. At frist he seemed as someone who wanted to help me; someone I trusted. But I soon found out his true colors. I don't know what he does when he's in control,all I know is he's a force not to be reckoned with. He call himself the dark winter Fuyuyami. He became my twisted personality.

End of chapter 1

Edit:I don't know how to write Hoshino's first name. I have seen people write it as ryo (like my username) or ryou. For now i will write like ryo because that seems the right way to write but i could be wrong.