for you - one shots

dear - jilix

"w-wait !" a voice hesitantly called out, echoing through the night. it was a rather chilly night in korea and the mood within the building the boy ran out of quickly matched.

it was sad, low, and outside it was foggy. it hadn't rained but the winter wind let a silent chill freeze people's ears to the tip if they even dared step foot out of their homes.

another boy stopped in the middle of the sidewalk and turned around. he had tears pressed against his face that noticeably froze against his freckled cheeks.

his eyes were a red and bloodshot...breath shaky and releasing cold condensation looking like smoke under a streetlight.

"don't go yet...please." the older boy stepped down the stairs of a tall building and slowly toward the shivering boy before her.

"why, jisung ? you guys don't need me anymore. i'm not good enough to be here ..." the freckled boy cried.

"no... lix. it's not like that. although our boss thinks a language barrier is gonna keep us from you, he's terribly wrong. " jisung explained, standing close to felix in front of him. he had taken his hands without even realizing it, causing silence among them.

today was elimination day for the group. felix wasn't fluent in korean despite throwing away his entire life just to be here and working extremely hard to study the language , and yet he was still removed.

jisung didn't want him to go though. he had grown so fond of the young boys hard work and adorable personality.

he had liked him. even before the debut. although other members grew fond of jisung , he just wanted felix. he made him feel warm and safe.

"why are you here...?" felix asked after a moment of silence , fingers slipping away from jisung's grip. he was quick to catch them back again, a tighter grip, too.

" i...." jisung was bad with words. his face was flushed red from the cold and the embarrassment. his hair was all messy and frizzy due to the breeze. and his lips noticeably chapped til they almost cracked.

felix's eyes were shiny from the buildings lights and dried tears, but also with some sort of admiration. the second jisung noticed he had the stars in his eyes he just felt a sting to the chest as if falling in love even more.

felix noticed this behavior within jisung and took a moment to think. he leaned his head forward into jisung's chest. feeling his heart beat.

felix felt safe within the embrace, causing him to
give a warm smile and shes joyful tears. jisung was just in shock, although his arms pulled felix closer to
him as his chin rested upon the aussie boys scalp.

" let me stay with you for the night...ok?" jisung asked. he felt shuffling on his chest as felix nodded against it. "but let's hurry to your place, it's freezing." he explained.

after a walk about a block away felix was at the tiny apartment he had rented during the show and formation of the group. and although he had been staying in the jyp building, he always knew he'd need this back up incase of elimination.

both entered the tiny and rundown place hand in hand , felix's whole hand almost hiding in jisung's larger palm.

" you should text the group you're he-" felix attempted to suggest, stepping in front of jisung to make it seem urgent.

jisung just shushed him and pushed back pieces of
his long brown hair to see more of his pretty face. his cheeks were now thawed yet still pink.

it was quiet again. just flushed faces and stares u til jisung spoke up. "let's get you some rest. where do you want me to stay? got a couch i could crash on?"

felix seemed a bit embarrassed as if having other expectations. he swallowed and looked down at his hands, one still in jisung's grip swinging side to side slowly and kind of childishly .

"can-" he quickly stopped and looked away from jisung again. but his confidence built again. "can you stay with me ... just for tonight..? if you don't want to
it's ok i can just let you alone on the couch i have extra blankets and pillows and even stuffed animals if you wa-"

jisung scooped felix up quickly into his arms. holding him almost like a bride although felix perceived it as if he was a toddler being held.

jisung gave a quick little peck to felix's nose and looked him in the eyes. felix found his arms around jisung's neck and his eyes a dazzling mess of twinkles and stars.

"i can stay as long as you need, dear." jisung said softly with a reassuring tone of voice. felix shivered at the words, heart rapidly beating like a metronome at a high count. he wasn't sure how he didn't burst yet.

felix leaned his forehead against jisungs and held him tighter as he was carried back to the room. "throw on some pajamas and i'll wait here." jisung explained. felix nodded and did as suggested, throwing on a white shirt and a plaid pair of pants.

shortly later felix found his way into jisung's lap as they laid back against the small bed felix had for the short amount of time here before he may return to australia for being eliminated.

he was rested back against jisung's chest. jisung had wrapped his arms around the younger ones chest to feel the beat of his fragile heart.

"i like this." felix whispered with his tired eyes softly closing . "yea... me too." jisung responded.

"i like you, too, jisung. "

jisung had a shocked look on his face once the words of feelings were returned to him. "y-you do...? cause i kind of like you, as well, lix-"

"please. jisung. " felix cut him off. he climbed up jisung's chest a bit to snuggle into his neck. "call me dear... i like that." he said smiling against the olders neck.

"of course, dear. " jisung responded with a giggle, leaning over to take felix closer to him. he fit almost perfectly like a puzzle piece into jisung's arms.

the moment seemed complete . silent winter winds and warm cuddles would complete any loving moment.

until the phone rang. felix's to be specific.

he groaned and shifted out of his comfortable position to check, assuming it was a spam call. but quickly he shot out of his seat. and answered it.

jisung shifted up confused. felix covered the mic to explain.

"it's jyp."

bro i had this cute little one-shot idea but imma make it two parts so....