Becca and The Big Four

Chapter 11

At home

Becca pov

I arrived at my place but i was still thinking about Darren. Just what happened to him? He changed a lot ugh I jate to think about it. He just lost my trust and I don't think that I can trust anymore. Beck interrupted, "Hey baby sis" "Hey..." Beck was confused and worried, "Hey what's wrong?" "Nothing..." He looked at me with a confused look and yet he was still talking. I just want to be alone right now. Beck said, "I can tell something wrong...come on tell me." "It's none of your business...." Beck said, "Come on, you can tell me anything" "I SAID IT WAS NOTHING! CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!" I was so angry at him that he push it and yet I regretted that I was mad at MY OWN BROTHER the only family I have. I saw Beck was sad and felt guilty and angry too. "Beck, I-" Beck was mad, "No save it....I was just trying to help you and yet you just angry at me. You want me to leave you alone. Done. I'll pack my things and leave. Good Luck living alone..I worked hard for us...for YOU..Ever since our parents died I tried my best to protect, to feed you, give you a better place and give you a better life. This is what you give me as a return. You want me to leave you alone? I'm really disappointed in you, Becca so would mom and dad. I'll leave you alone and don't bother to look for me." I was speechless. He went upstairs to pack his things and I followed him upstairs. "Beck wait please!" Beck said in anger, "No! Enough is enough! I'm leaving that's what you want right?" "No! Please don't leave me..You are the only family I have please stay. I'm sorry please" Beck looked at me and said, "You just lost one...You said you want to be alone so BE ALONE!" He said that coldly and just leave me there in his bedroom. He went downstairs and took his cars keys and left. He just left me and didn't say anything....what have I done? I just lost my only brother *cries* I am an idiot! This is all my fault! I'm such a failure as a sister! If I didn't met Hazel, Hariott, Dymia and Darren. This would not happen! I hate myself! *screams and throwing stuffs*

Beck pov

How could say that to me? I was just trying to help and yet she just mad at me?! Ugh...this is why I'm leaving her...I know it's wrong to leave her like that....I do feel guilty

In his head
Hey..you just can't leave her alone
But that's she wanted...she wanted to be alone!
Still! She is your sister!
I know! But....
Idiot...
Hey!
Are you serious? You're angry at yourself
*sigh* yeah

I don't know what's wrong with me...I need to stay at my friend's....I can't stay at my other friend's house cuz their parents are strict.....And I have one person who can let me stay....I think

Few Minutes

I finally arrived at my friend's house......

*rings the bell and the door opened*

?: *gasped* B-beck?
B: Hey.............Jessica
J: What a-are you d-doing here?
B: It's hard to say this.......umm.....but.......can I stay here for a while?
J: W-what? Why?
B: It's a long story but before I tell you....can I come in? It's getting late
J: Y-yeah...of course..
B: Thank you

Oh my god....I can't believe she let me in....

Becca pov

I can't believe he just left....I'm a horrible sister... I need...rest

The Next Day

Becca pov

Ugh...morning I hate it....Oh yeah...I have school *sigh* what happened yesterday? *flashback So BE ALONE!* Oh...I remembered..........He left...........I need a shower and get ready for school. After I finished shower and wore some comfortable cloths....went downstairs cook some eggs....I finished my breakfast so I took my bag and left the house..lock the door and went to school....