We found love<3 *AHSA*

Feelings

*Effy POV*

I still hurt everywhere the next day. I was ordered to go to the main room. I saw Kit and Grace sitting on the couch and talking. Grace shot me a dirty look when Kit wasn't paying attention. He had his back turned to me so he couldn't see me.

I decided just so sit down. I was in so much pain and I didn't feel like fighting or arguing. Soon I heard someone sit down beside me. It was Kit. He was staring at me. Looking at all my cuts and bruises on my swollen body. "Arden." he spat. I nodded and pulled my knees up to my chest. "I swear I'll make him fucking pay Effy."

I looked over at Grace not saying anything to Kit. I smiled at her but she gave me a dirty look. Let's just say if looks could kill, I would be long gone. I looked back to Kit. "Why do you care? You've only known me a couple weeks. And you have a beautiful girl like Grace who would do anything for you. And then there's me. Ugly and worthless." Kit scowled at me. "Don't fucking say that about yourself Effy. Your beautiful. And your worth something to me. Grace doesn't matter Effy. I want you!" I stared at him. "you know I like dr. Thredson." "Effy he isn't any good for you. I can give you the world!" I stared at him while biting my swollen lip. I was so confused.

Luckily I didn't have time to say anything because I was told dr. Thredson was ready to see me. I limped into his office and sat down. He looked me up and down. "who did this to you Effy?" "Arden." I moaned. I hurt so bad. He scrunched up his face. "well I don't think that was right. Why did he do this to you?" "I don't wanna talk about it." I said looking away.

"How are those voices doing sweetheart?" I giggled. "they're talking again. Saying I should kiss you." he raised an eyebrow. "oh really?" I nodded leaning closer to him. "

gotta do what the voices say!" I giggled kissing him. He kissed me back. His kisses were rough like he was starving for my lips on his. He grabbed my breast and I moaned softly into his mouth. He worked his mouth down to my neck and started sucking it. I gripped his shirt and moaned. He came back up for another kiss and I started playing with the zipper of his pants. I pulled his pants down and went down. I started sucking. I could hear him moan in pleasure and he gripped his fingers in my hair. He came in my mouth soon after and I swallowed. I came back up and started making out with Thredson.

We started getting it in. "Effy." he moaned. I giggled and kissed him. I only wanted him. Not Kit. Kit. He cares, he tells me so. Thredson doesn't tell me he cares. We don't even talk about me killing my family or anything. Suddenly I stopped and got up. "I'm sorry dr. I can't do this anymore." "why sweetheart?" "you don't even care!" I said with tears in my eyes.

"of course I do Effy baby. Now come suck my dick." I scoffed at him and started putting my clothes on. "NO." I spat. He looked angry for a second. "alright baby doll." he cooed. I stormed out of his office with tears in my eyes. By the time I got to the main room I was sobbing. I felt a pair of arms wrap tightly around me. "whats wrong?" I heard a familiar voice say considerately. "kit!" I moaned. "dr Thredson and I..." I broke into sobs again. He rubbed my back. "shhhh it's okay darlin." the sobs died down. "and then I thought about you and.." the sobs came back worse. "dont cry Effy it's alright!" he kissed the top of my head. "whatever decision you make I'll still be here for you."

I couldn't believe it. Kit is so sweet! Why didn't I see it before? Now I had hard feelings for Kit and some feelings for Thredson.