We found love<3 *AHSA*

Secrets

*Kit POV*

I sat in the main room talking to Effy. Grace wouldn't talk to either of us, I didn't think she liked Effy very much.

"I killed them Kit!" Effy moaned leaning on me. "I can still see their faces as I stabbed them all those times. Hurt and shock. That's all I could see." she looked near hysterics. I tightened her up in a hug. "baby please don't get upset." she looked up at me with tears in her eyes."you called me baby." I saw a smile playing at her lips.

*Effy POV*

Kit called me baby, why couldn't dr. Thredson? The thought pissed me off. He thought he was too good for me or something.

I nuzzled closer to kit. "Kit you don't understand!" I moaned. "Yes I do. Im a murder too Effy." "I thought you said you didn't kill them." "well I must have if everyone's saying so." I looked him in the eye. "whatever you are, I like it." he stared at me long and hard. "why'd you kill them Effy?"

I took a deep breath. "well where to begin. My parents were drunk and abused me and my brother. My brother raped me so many times. I murdered them out in the open. I didn't give a shit. The bystanders didn't do anything. I just killed them. I was just on a rampage." I turned off my emotions while I told him like I had learned to do so many years ago.

Kit leaned in closer to me. "well I'm sorry to hear that darling." I looked from his lips to his eyes biting my lip." he smirked leaning away. "I'm not as easy as Thredson."

Dr. Arden came to get me, said it was an emergency. He took my to his office. "Well you little whore are you ready for your punishment?" he strapped me in and grabbed a scalpel. "this won't hurt. Much." I closed my eyes and clenched my fists as he cut me open in strange places. He then started beating me and pulling my hair. "your little boyfriend isn't here to save you now!" he bellowed. When he was done beating me he grabbed my breasts. I was wiggling and trying to break free of the chains. "whore!" he spat. "whore!" he repeated louder. I closed my eyes and tried not to cry.

After dr. Arden was done with me I was led to the main room. I was limping and all bloody. I shied away from anyone who got too close. Kit came up to me and I flinched back keeping my eyes down. "please don't hurt me." I whispered. "Effy what did he do to you?" Kit asked, he sounded truly concerned. I looked up at him. "you don't wanna know."

I was led to my room without dinner. I sat on the bed and cried. I hurt everywhere. When would I get out of this hell? I laid down and started thinking. Kit and Thredson popped into my mind. I was developing feelings for the both of them.

Feelings. Something I hadn't had for a while. Why should I let either of them in? It would just result in hurt. One of them would end up hurting me, I could tell. Why was I becoming so soft? This place couldn't have worn me down already could it?

*Kit POV*

Grace wanted to hangout in the main room but as soon as I saw Effy wasn't there I told her I was tired. "oh, disappointed your little girlfriend isn't out here?" she spat. "Grace im just tired!" "why do you like her? She's such a whore. She fucked Thredson for Christ sakes!" "don't talk about her like that!" I said pushing her back." "Kit. I like you." she said so softly. "I'm sorry Grace but I just don't like you like that." she gave me a dirty look and stormed off. I made my way to my own room.

I wasn't lying when I said I didn't like Grace. I mean I used to. Hell I even fucked her. But since Effy came she's all I seem to think about. I want her so bad. I don't even care about having sex with her. I just wanna call her mine. Thredson better not fucking get in my way anymore. I would seriously hurt him.

*Grace POV*

How the fuck could Kit like HER and not ME! I was definitely better than her. And Kit had sex with me. That meant something right? I swear to god if that little priss tries anything with him I'll fuck that bitch up.

Maybe some of the inmates would help me. Maybe Pepper. I chuckled thinking about Pepper killing Effy. that would be a little too funny. Plus I wanted to do it myself. That little whore wouldn't know what was coming to her.