#GivenUpOnTitles

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Third Pov-
Virgil and Roman were back on good terms and the others couldn't have been more happy, well... Remy kinda missed the relationship drama to watch and Remus honestly had no clue what was even going on around him, he never did, but apart from that the others were releived.

Janus Pov-
I was relaxing with my phone on the couch when I felt something plopped onto my stomach. I set my phone down to the side and saw toddler Remus smiling at me, he was adorable. Then I realized, My boyfriend is now a toddler, am I a fucking pedo?! I internally freaked out a book before Remus pouted and straddled his toddler body on my neck doing that thing where toddlers clap your cheeks, "DeeDee!!! I want wove!" I shook my head, "Re you're a toddler, I can't necessarily be your boyfriend at this age" Remus looked at me and then began crying. I had never seen him cry this much, in pretty sure he'd beat all the times Roman has ever cried in his life combined by a landslide. I picked him up and began rocking him slwoly trying to calm him down. The others were in the backyard (Which was closed they can't run off) I honestly don't know how he even got back inside. He cried more until his face paled and eyes turned red, I didn't know how to calm him down at this point. I sighed and kissed his cheek softly. He immediately stopped crying and looked up at me, "W-W-When I'm big again will you stwill wove me?" I smiled and continue rocking him, "Of course," Remus looked away frowning. I nuzzled him which made him giggle, "Cmon, want to go back to the others?" He nodded and clung to me as I carried him outside.

Once outside I put him down and Patton and Emile immediately rushed over worried about why he looked like he'd just cried for a week straight (I mean gay)  I smiled feeling he'd be fine and walked back inside. 

Remus Pov-
I liked being a toddler at first but now I hate it, Janus can't give me love aside from platonic (suprisingly I know some big words too, I once accidently payed attention to one of Logan's lectures) love. And I really don't think he'll actually love me as much after this. Maybe he didn't love me at all, he just told me that so I'd stop crying.

"WEMUS!?" I snapped out of it and realized all the others were surrounding me, I felt something on my face so I touched it and realized I started crying. Roman ran over and hugged me, which suprised me more than anything else, "Whats wong?" I wiped my face, "J-Janus can't w-wove me as a t-twoddler" They all surrounded me in hugs. Aside from Logan who kinda just akwardly patted my back. Patton smiled, "He still woves you, he just can't show it wight now, but you should know he does" I shook my head, ''B-But what if he didn't even w-wove me when I was big, h-he sometimes t-thought I was annoying"

Virgil sat next to me, "You are annoying" (Was that to make him feel better or worse Virgil?) "But that's pawt of your p-person-personawity. Damn you baby mouth" I giggle as he groaned and hit himself in the mouth, "Thanks guys" I still felt slightly scared but they assured me. Plus Janus wouldn't date me if he didn't love me right? I mean, he didn't abuse me in anyway, he always made sure I was okay, and he treated me nicely. But still.. what if he changed? What if after this he realized how childish I still am compared to my toddler self, he might not want to deal with me anymore.

I shook the thoughts away and went to play with Remy and Virgil.

Time skip

Janus Pov-
I saw and heard what happened with the kids and I felt bad that I couldn't show Remus the type of love he wanted. What as I to do though? Sure we're in Thomas' head but it's still pretty wrong. Even I wouldn't be comfortable with doing something that illegal, and I made them do a whole courtroom scenario over a wedding. Then again... they probably would've done something that dumb anyway. But still.

I decided that I'm gonna start planning something for Remus so I can enjoy it with him the day he grows up again. I dont want him to think I don't love him, he's literally the only one I've ever loved in my life (Not that I had many options) Annoying, Trashman personality and all.
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