Trapped | j.jk || 21+ || [ON HOLD]|

•Chapter 18•

Jungkook p.o.v
He was starting to lose his mind, but he was trying to stay strong, especially in front of Eunwoo. It's been 3 weeks and they haven't gotten anything. He's been trying to talk to other gangs if they know anything and they don't. He's told them to let him know if they find out anything about you.

Right now, he's sitting at the edge of the bed looking at the picture of you and him. "Daddy?" He lifts his head up and sees Eunwoo. "Hey kiddo. What's wrong?" Eunwoo runs to him and wraps his arms around Jungkook. He hears his son start sniffling. "I miss mommy." He holds his son close to him as he hides his face in his chest. "I know. I miss her too."

He tried his best to comfort his son as he cried. Soon, it goes silent and he looks down at him. Eunwoo had cried himself to sleep. Seeing that it was late, he carefully picks up the little boy and carried him to his room. After laying him down, he quietly leaves the room and walks downstairs to his office.

He can hear talking as he gets closer to the kitchen. Everyone was in there and once Jungkook stepped in the doorway, they stopped talking and turn their heads towards him. He sees the concerned look on all their faces as he looks at them. When he looks at your brothers, a small sigh escapes his lips.

Namjoon and Jin looked tired and could tell they were worried. But Taehyung, he looked like a zombie. The circles under his eye were a lot darker than those under Namjoon's and Jin's. And like himself, it looks like he hasn't slept in days. Some facial hair was staring to come in and his hair was a little messy.

Looking away from the group, he continued his way into his office and closed the door. Reaching his desk, he stops and leans against it in his palms. Not knowing where you are and what's happening to you, or not knowing if your even alive is starting tear him apart.

He promised he would protect you, the best he could, especially now that your were carrying his child. But he feels like this is his fault. Is he hadn't left that day, he could have protected you, and you would still be here. A lump forms in his throat as the image of his son's crying face and lifeless look in Taehyung's eyes flash in his mind. He feels like he's failed as husband, a father and brother.

His eyes begin to sting with tears and his fist ball up and he slams them to the table. His arms then sweep across the desk, sending everything that was once on it flying across the room. Loud screams leave his mouth as he starts throwing anything that comes into his sight. Books, little decorative nic nacs, picture frames. He flips his desk over and kicked the chair. He grabs a vase and just as he throws it, the door opens and it breaks 2 inches away from Jimin's head.

"Hey!" Jimin yells with scrunched eyebrows and wide eyes. Completely ignoring Jimin, he turns and punches a picture hanging on the wall and then rips it down, throwing it across the room. He suddenly feels arms around him and he stand throwing elbows.

"Get the fuck off me!" He struggles against the person who's now pinning his arms to the sides. "Jungkook, calm down." He recognizes the deep voice to be Taehyung's. "Let go!" He yells again, but his voice is starting to become shaky. But within a few seconds he stops struggling and falls to his knees. He leans his back agains the flipped over desk and begins to cry loudly.

"I'm sorry." He chokes out as the tears continue to spill from his eyes. "I'm a shitty husband and a shitty father." Taehyung sits next to him and puts a hand on his shoulder and sighs. "If your a shitty husband and father, then I'm shitty brother." He looks up at Taehyung, still with tears rolling down his cheeks, and sees that he has a few falling as well. "It's not your fault. We had no idea that this was going to happen. So don't blame yourself."

A phone rings, catching their attention. "I'll be right back." Namjoon says as he holds up his phone and walks out. "We'll find her Jungkook." Taehyung says and he just nods. Standing up, he sighs as he looks at the rest of the guys who have sad looks on their faces. "Daddy?" Shit. Another sighs escapes his lips as he steps aside to see Eunwoo standing outside in the hallway. "Are you ok?"

"I'm ok kiddo. Go back to bed." His voice is calm compared to what it was a few moments ago. "But you're bleeding." He looks down at his right hand and see a gash between his index and middle finder from when he punched the picture earlier. The blood slowly rolling down his index finger and drips down to the white rug below.

That's gonna need stitches. He thought as he looked at it. He didn't even feel it, but now that's he's noticed it, it does kind of sting. "I'll be alright." He says as he tries to show a reassuring smile. Still seeing the concerned look in his eyes for his father, Hoseok walks towards him. "Let's get you back to bed." He says with his usual bright smile and picks up the little boy. Eunwoo lays his head on his shoulder and as he gets carried back to his room.

"Let me take a look at that." Jin says as he grabs Jungkook's hand and examines it. "Yeah, you'll need a few stitches. Go into the kitchen, I'll be there in a few." He just simply nods and heads out. Sitting on one of the barstools at the counter, Jimin sits on his left side while Taehyung and Yoongi sit at the kitchen table. Namjoon could be seen still talking on the phone out in the back yard.

He can tell whatever it's about is serious because of the quick breathing and pacing. Jin comes back in with a first aid kit, followed by Hoseok. Sitting down next to him, Jin takes his hand and begins to clean it first. The alcohol makes him hiss in pain, but when Jin starts stitching his knuckle, he clenches his jaw and scrunches his eyebrows.

In attempt to ignore the pain, he turns to look at Namjoon outsides. He sees him nod his head as hand makes its way into his hair. He sighs and looks at his hand, which Jin is just finishing up and wrapping it up to cover the stitches. "Make sure to keep it clean so it doesn't get infected." And again, all he does his nod his head.

The sound of the back slider door opening makes them turn all their heads. Namjoon walks in with a blank look, but wide eyes as he stares at the ground.
"Joon?" Taehyung says. "What's wrong?"

He blinks a few times before looking up. "That was Kai." He says and Jungkook watches as Jin and Taehyung share a look. "Our cousin Kai?" Jin questions and Namjoon nods his head. "Well? What did he want?" That's when the tears begin to form in his eyes.

This was the first he's seen him cry since you were taken. He's tired to be the stronger one for Taehyung and Jin, but Jungkook could tell he was hurting just as much they were. When Namjoon completely looks up, his eyes go straight to Jungkook's.

"He knows where Y/N is."

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Hi guys
Sorry for taking so long😔
Work has me super busy and I don't really  have much time to write anymore.
But I'll try to post more on either Friday nights or Saturdays. This is far from being done, so more will come out soon
Thanks for still reading this, lol.