Ashley's POV
"You weren't in our room last night." Simon says when we're eating breakfast on the huge terrasse. Currently there are just the two of us. Everyone else is still sleeping or at least up in their rooms.
"I know, I fell asleep. I'm sorry." I tell him and yawn. I'm very tired and my jetlag doesn't make it much better.
"It's not the fact that you weren't there, but you were with Niall. You were sleeping on top of him. Do you know that this hurts me?"
"I feel bad for doing that but Niall was a wreck and I tried to comfort him." I drink a bit of my tea staring at the sea. Yes, it is a beach house.
"It didn't look like it. It looked like you and him are in love."
"Simon, you know that I love you. Only you. You, you, you. Not him. If I loved him I wouldn't be in a relationship with you."
"That makes sense to me." he mumbles. I nod and kiss his soft lips. He immediately deepens the kiss and rests his right hand on my lower back knowing that I love it when he does that. "I love you too." he whispers into my ear after he broke the kiss.
We finish eating breakfast but stay outside to enjoy the sun. It's so different here compared to Great Britain. Don't get me wrong, living in London is freaking amazing but it's also nice to be somewhere with better weather. I feel something buzzing in my back pocket. Oh shit, I still have Niall's phone.
"I'll go inside and wash our dishes. I'm back in a few." I carry our plates inside and put them in the sick. I take Niall's phone and look at the message he recieved.
hey baby, heard Ash is near you again, if you need distraction from her we'll fuck again till you don't even know who she is, was fun last time, text me whenever you want x C
I can literally feel my blood boiling in my body. I run upstairs, faster than I even knew I could run. I open the wooden door of Niall's bedroom.
"You are such a dickhead! I hate you!" I scream and throw his phone onto his chest. He looks confused at me and I storm out of the room slamming the door shut behind me.
"Ashley, what happened?" Sarah comes out of her room saying that with a sleepy voice.
"I can't tell you that right now, can we like go shopping or something? It'd cheer me up as well."
"Sure, let me get ready." she says with a smile. She walks back into her room so I decide to go downstairs to tell Simon that Sarah and me are having a girls day. Afterwards I walk upstairs to get changed as well. I apply eyeshadow that matches my clothes and black mascara. I grab my bag with my money, key and phone inside and walk outside to the terrasse again to wait for Sarah.
Simon is standing there, looking at the sea, not even noticing me. I put my bag on a chair and then hug him from behind. I feel his bigger hands on mine making me hug him even closer.
"I want you to know that I trust you." he says out of nowhere. "I shouldn't have said that earlier because I really do."
"It's okay, everyone has those moments. It just means that I mean something to you and that's good I suppose." I reply. Then I kiss his cheek and walk back inside.
"Ashley, can we talk?" Niall asks. He sits on the sofa.
"No we can't. Just save it. You make me comfort you because you were feeling bad even though you already have a nice distraction. Seriously just save it." my voice cracks while speaking those words out loud. I feel tears in my eyes and quickly look away. Thankfully Sarah comes down the stairs and we leave the house.
"What happened?" she asks me when we enter the shopping center. On the way to get here we decided to go to Starbucks first and have some coffee.
"Well last night I comforted Niall cause he was feeling down and in the morning he got a text from someone whose name starts with C. It said, that if he ever feels bad about me again that she'll make him forget it and that they'll fuck again."
"But why does it bother you, you're Simon's girlfriend?"
"But I like Niall as well and that is really frustrating."
"Babe, try to find out what your heart wants. Your brain is like a whole goddamn mess at the moment."
"You're right. Absolutely right. This is one of the reasons you're my best friend. You always know what to tell me. You have an answer to simply everything."
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I'm laying on a blanket at the beach. My eyes are closed and I'm listening to the waves of the sea. It must be about 7 pm.
"I think I have bad news." I open my eyes and look at Harry. He sits down next to me and seems to try to find a way to tell me. "Simon and Niall had a fight, and Niall dropped that you and him had sex. Simon went mad immediately and started yelling that you can't be trusted and that he's leaving and breaking up with you now. Someone had to tell you and that one is me. He also yelled something about another girl being a better girlfriend anyway and that he just wanted to be part of the fame."
"Awesome. Really awesome." you can totally hear the sarcasm in my voice. Harry hugs me and I feel tears rolling down my cheeks. He wipes them away. Again and again, until there are none left. Then we walk inside to eat some dinner. I feel like this is going to be a long night in my bed today. A very, very long night...
AN: Hey everybody! I know I haven't updated this fanfiction in ages but I do hope that you didn't lose interest in reading my story, lots of love x
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