𝙋𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙥𝙞𝙥𝙚𝙧 》𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙞 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

T H E E N D (｢๑•₃•)｢

(Y/N'S) POV:

"I guess you can say that was the case, you see before you moved here... she had approached me saying that she thought i was handsome and that we should go out. I was shocked, i mean who would like a guy with a huge scar on their face. I didn't feel the same towards her but I thought it'd be rude to say no, so i accepted. That's why when you came along well... it took us both by surprise. You were very easy going and I liked that a lot. But you see I've never really liked going out with others, I don't really like making friends. So you were one of the first female friends I've had so thats why that day at the arcade i thought it'd be best to tell you i had a girlfriend. Not because I thought you liked me but because I know some girls tend to fall in love with men after they become friends. So i wanted to prevent any romantic feelings for the future. But I should've told myself that instead of you, because you liked kaminari. Once you guys started dating... i felt rather odd. I was your friend first and I hated the fact that he had all of your attention. I hadn't realized that I was starting to fall in love with you. That's why I was very overprotective when kaminari was around. I wish i would've realized my feelings sooner, maybe then I could've prevented that pain you felt when kaminari broke up with you ... i could've loved you more. You see y/n i don't expect you to feel the same towards me... but if i would've told you then that I loved you... would you have felt the same?"

I was shocked to say the least, i mean denki did break up with me because he felt inferior to shoto and because of his change in opinion. I recall him saying shoto started to like me which made him act sneaky... but hearing these words come out of shoto's mouth, it has more of an impact. I loved denki... but i loved shoto first, if shoto would've confessed back then... would i have declined denki's offer and go out with shoto instead? I feel bad for saying it but most likely yes. It's always been him that I like... even when dating denki, seeing shoto would still make my heart skip. I think in a moment like this it's appropriate to tell him how i feel, i mean he was kind enough to express his feelings. That's the least i could do. I wanna tell him how much I care for him, and how I wish to protect him and do everything with him. But if i say all this would it be way too over the top? I'll just say some stuff, hopefully i don't stutter.

"Sho, I've always loved you... and... well you see..."

This felt extremely awkward, I couldn't look him in the eye. I slightly looked up to see his expression and he had wide eyes, his mouth was agape and his cheeks turned pink. I guess it's appropriate to continue since he seems to like my response.

" you see... ever since that day you shared your soba with me, it's like I'm drawn to you. Everything about you fascinates me, from your two toned hair, to your beautiful heterochromatic eyes... Yeah, i dated denki... but... it never compared to you, this might sound cruel but i always wished it was you who had confessed instead. What im trying to say is, you're the one I've always loved, i might have loved denki, but it never went beyond the love I feel towards you. I'm shocked and delighted that you feel the same. Never in a million years would i imagine you confessing to me. This feels like an altered reality... but nevertheless I'm overjoyed. I'm blissful because I felt like i would never be able to compete with momo, i thought you'd never be interested in someone like me... so hearing you say you love me... is the biggest compliment I could ever receive. I can't explain with words how delighted I am."

My face felt heated, and my heart was thumping so loud that I could hear my heartbeats. I was still looking down, it's still embarrassing telling someone how you feel even when they do feel the same way about you.

I feel shoto place his hand under my chin, and he moves my head to face him. He had a bigger blush than earlier, he wanted to avert his eyes but it took all his willpower to continue making eye contact with me.