Memories Flashing back
Pulling what's wrong with my past.
I don't want to feel my pain along with others
So I down it like a shot
And getting high off Adrenaline
Because its best than letting the hurt hit my skin
Let them burn in their places that's all I said
I'm feeling more than I ever did
I have things to live for
Things to do
People to care for
Yet so much to loose
Ripping out my soul bit by bit
Trying to repair the broken bits.
But not of myself
It heals others
Because I've already lost
I know I have.
I've just gotten good at numbing.
Not confronting
Worry floods my brain.
Realizing that I'm just another person
But at the same time so much more
Hidden beneath the scars
Standing beneath the stars
I won't take the bait
I'll withstand fate
