This story is sort of dear to my heart, and it nowhere near finished. Expect slow updates, because no matter how hard I try, I just don't feel as if it is perfect enough.
This is based off of a short story I wrote for college last year. If you want to read the version that I turned in for the class, it's on my account as "Five Pink Envelopes: A Short Story." The short story is also the first chapter of this story, with a few minor alterations.
This story will contain many mature themes, such as suicide and sex, and I'm sure drugs and alcohol will make an appearance, so please be aware. I've also never written a story containing sex scenes before, so if you have any suggestions, please let me know in the comments of those chapters.
Suicide is never the answer. If you ever need to talk to someone, my inbox is always open and I will do my best to reply as soon as I see the message.
SUICIDE HOTLINES
http://suicide.org
the following is a list that I found compiled on Tumblr
Argentina: + 54 (0) 223 493 0430
Armenia: (2) 538194 / (2) 538197
Australia + Austria: 08 93 81 5555 / 03 63 31 3355 / 08 93 88 2500 / 1800 198 313
Barbados: (246) 4299999
Belgium: +32 (0) 2 648 40 14
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: 55 11 31514109
Canada: +1 (905) 688 3711 / +1 (905) 459 7777
China: 0800-810-1117 / (21) 63798990
Croatia: (01) 4833-888
Cyprus: +357 77 77 72 67 / 0809 1122
Denmark: +457 70 201 201
Egypt: 762 201602/3 / 762 202381
Estonia: +372 206558088
Fiji: (0679) 20670565 / (0679) 20302998
Finland: 09-731391 / 040-5032199
France: 01 2046 2021 2046 2046 / 0800 20235 20236
Germany: 0800 201110 20111 / 030-44 2001 2006 2007 (english service)
Ghana: 2332 20444 2071279
Gibraltar: 55666 (to Samaritans)
Hong Kong: +852 2028 20960 20000 / +852 2023820000
Hungary: (46) 20323 20888 / (62) 20420 20111
India: +91 2033 202474 204704 / +91 2022 202754 206669
Ireland: +44 20(0) 208457 2090 2090 2090 / 1850 2060 2090 2090
Israel: 1201 / 972-9-8891333 (tel from abroad)
Japan: +81%20(0) 203 205286 209090 / 03 203498 200231 (face to face)
Liberia: 6534308
Lithuania: 8-800 202 208888
Malaysia: (06) 20284 202500 / (04) 20281 205161
Malta: 179
Mauritius: 46 2048 20889 / 800 2093 2093
Netherlands: 0602 20222 2088 (to Samaritans)
New Zealand: (04) 20586 201048 / (07) 20348 200567
Norway: +47 20815 2033 20300 / 815 2033 20300
Philippines: (02) 208969191 / 0917 20854 209191 (mobile)
Poland: 52 2070 20988 / 52 2070 20000
Portugal: (+351) 20225 2050 2060 2070 / (808) 20200 20204
Russian Federation: 007 20(8202) 20577-577 / (7) 200942 20224 20621
Samoa: (+381) 2021-6623-393 / (044) 2008080
Serbia: (+381) 2021-6623-393 / (044) 2008080
Singapore: 1800- 20221 204444
South Africa: 051 20444 205691 / 051 20430 203555
South Korea: (2) 20716 208600 / (0441) 20847-9191
Spain: http://www.telefonodelaesperanza.org/ (website)
Siri Lanka: 011 20057 202222662 / 037 202291718
St. Vincent: (784) 20456 201044
Sudan: (249) 2011-555-253
Sweden: (46) 2031 20711 202400 / 020 2022 2000 2060
Switzerland: +41 20(0) 2027 20321 2021 2021
Taiwan: http://www.life1995.org.tw/ (website)
Thailand: (02) 20713-6793 / (53) 20225 20977/8
Tobago: (868) 20645 202800
Tonga: 23000 / 25144
Trinidad + Tobago: (868) 20645 202800
Turkey: 182
Ukraine: 058 / 0487 20327715
United Kingdom: +44 20(0) 208457 2090 2090 2090 / 1850 2060 2090 2090
Zimbabwe: (9) 20650 2000 / 080 2012 20333 20333
suicide hotlines (America):
Alabama: (334) 20821-8600
Alaska: (907) 20258-7575
Arizona: (623) 20879-9600
Arkansas: 1-888-274-7472
California: 1-800-309-2131
Colorado: (303) 20425-0300
Connecticut: (203) 20736-2601
Delaware: 1-800-345-6785
Florida: (352) 20264-6789
Georgia: (912) 20430-4052
Hawaii: (808) 20832-3100
Idaho: 1-800-564-2120
Illinois: (217) 20222-1166
Indiana: (765) 20646-8444
Iowa: 1-800-362-8255
Kansas: (620) 20343-2626
Kentucky: 1-800-562-8909
Louisiana: (318) 20443-2255
Maine: 1-888-568-1112
Maryland: 1-800-422-0009
Massachusetts: (508) 20548-8900
Michigan: (734) 20662-2222
Minnesota: (952) 20891-7202
Mississippi: (662) 20328-0200
Missouri: 1-800-356-5395
Montana: (406) 20252-5658
Nebraska: 1-800-448-3000
Nevada: 1-800-992-5757
New Hampshire: (603) 20225-9000
New Jersey: (609) 20344-1118
New Mexico: (505) 20277-3013
New York: (518) 20447-9650
North Carolina: (252) 20332-4442
North Dakota: (701) 20328-8889
Ohio: (330) 20434-9144
Oklahoma: 1-800-522-9054
Oregon: (501) 20624-7111
Pennsylvania: (717) 20249-6226
Rhode Island: (401) 20539-7474
South Carolina: (803) 20790-4357
South Dakota: (605) 20339-8599
Tennessee: (423) 20745-9111
Texas: (325) 20677-7773
Utah: (801) 20625-3700
Vermont: (802) 20257-7989
Virginia: (703) 20527-4077
Washington: (360) 20479-3033
Washington D.C: (703) 20527-4077
West Virginia: 1-800-786-6480
Wisconsin: (920) 20832-4646
Wyoming: 1-800-457-9312
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Five Pink Envelopes
RomansBased off of the short story I wrote for an English comp class by the same name, Five Pink Envelopes is a heartbreaking story of love and loss. "It seemed like such a terrible thing—to be making out with a boy I barely knew only hours after my bes...
