The Player

Chapter 52 "remember how much i..."

I see her, i can't control my tears i see her. god it killed me it really did. She has tubes all over her, her leg was broken, and her face had cuts and bruises all over her. I wish she gets better i really do, i want her to wake up

"mi amor, please wake up please i need you. we still have so many things to do and go though please be strong and fight. remember i love you" i said i wish she could hear me

I stay for another 5 minutes. then i leave. We stay for  3 days. Everyday we are hopping for better news  and that she wakes up from that comma but the doctors don't know what's gonna happen. Her parents want y/n to be moved in a hospital in Denver but they can't because of how bad she is

The last day we are there, i'm able to see her and finally hold her hand

"Y/n i don't know if you can hear me but if you can then remember how much i love you. i will always be here for you no matter what. I love you, please fight for your life so we can be together. We still have so many memories to go though and we still have to graduate high school and you will get to walk across the stage and i will scream that's my baby" i said crying as i was holding her hand

"i love you babygirl" i said as i kissed her forehead

We leave to the airport, i'm wearing all black the rest are trying to stay strong but i know that everyone is feeling sad.

The girls are wearing sunglasses to cover up how much they've been crying this hurts because she's the one that would bring joy to the group. she was always making us laugh with her dumb jokes and funny snaps in the group chat now she's in the hospital connected to tubes trying to fight for her live.

Her face is scared, she has cuts and bruises all over her face, arms, legs. She's in a coma and they don't know if she's going to wake to up and if she does they don't know how much damage has happened to her. We arrive home and my parents are there to pick me up from the airport

i hug my mom and start crying i get in the car and i tell her what happened. i got home ate or at least tried to eat some of the food in my plate and then i showered and wrote a song just for her will i ever post it i don't know maybe

Then Gio calls me to try and distract me and it works but then after the call ends i just don't know what to do. i try to watch a movie and i just fall asleep

Hours after i wake up everyone is asleep, i text Marco to drop me off a bottle of hennessy i need to get my mind off. he drops it off and then i drink it and i keep drinking and drinking

Then before i knew it i had finished it. i was drunk then i got a joint and smoked. god how the fuck do i deal with this pain....

A Month After Alessio's Pov
It's been a month of her being in a coma, i've been struggling in school. I've been drinking and smoking so much it's been getting bad. I haven't worked on my music other than writing i guess it's the only thing that has helped a bit... god this is leaving hell

Daniela's Pov
Well god it's been a month. i dont know how to deal with this my parents have been taking care of y/n's parents. Her dad is working and so is her mom. Her sister is with her at the hospital and my mom has been going as well. I can tell Alessio isn't the same but to be honest none of us are the same. We sit at lunch talk a bit and try to cheer up Alessio and Salma. i know she's traumatized because she's the one that found out. What sucks is that she didn't get to call us or something she was probably asleep or just had a panic attack and didn't know what to do

2 Months After Alessio's POV

Well 2 months and it's getting worse drinking every day and i just stay in my room alone, people tell me it will be fine and that i have to be strong but how do i stay strong when i have nothing left? i don't feel strong? i feel weak, she was the thing that made me strong and now i'm here heartbroken and destroyed

3 Months After Alessio's Pov 

Fucking 3 months of this hell i don't know how her parents are dealing with this because i seriously can't... i feel nothing all the time i'm drunk, sleeping or high by myself. When will this end??