Pain

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Georgie boy,

Everywhere I look, I think of you.

This still feels really weird to write out my feelings, but I can't think of another way.

My mom thinks I need to see a therapist, but I don't want to. I don't want to be pinned as a freak with PTSD after this. They'll just label me as someone else with issues and give me more meds I won't take. I barely needed my insomnia meds whenever I was with you anyway.

No medication will take this pain away.

It's only been 4 days.

I'll get over it.

Anyway, I can't stop seeing your face. I look around my room and see pictures of us. I can't look at your sweatshirts without feeling pain.

This is terrible.

I gotta go again, sorry these letters are so short. You won't see them anyway.

I miss you,
-Clay

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