Funeral

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George,

Today was your funeral.

I'm sorry I didn't write yesterday, I just couldn't find the energy to do so. I stayed in bed all day, crying.

I went to your funeral today, but only because my mom forced me. I knew I wasn't ready to see you, but I had to, one last time.

It wasn't as terrifying as I thought it would be, but it still made me super sad. They had you dressed in the suit you wore on our first date. I remember it because of the floral pattern on the collar.

This was never supposed to happen. You were supposed to be by my side, holding my hand until we couldn't walk.

All I want is to play minecraft and hang out with my boyfriend, but I can't.

It's been 8 days, George. I miss your smile.
-Clay

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