(I skipped the years so the year 2013 is the lower day of this year.)
It's 31st December and it's New Year's Eve. Alex and me are finally 18 :D we had 18 in 2009. :D So we can drink alcohol :D. We're not alcoholics. :D We have family and friends here. Of course we have here Randy, Regina and Victoria. They're happy with us. They have a chance to get to know us better, or rather to get to know Alex.
It's 1p.m. It's after lunch in common. After 15 minutes of rest. We're going out and let's try explosives so as not to cause damage.
We don't drinking too much alcohol because we have children here and we have to be responsible. We don't care about problems, there are very attentive neighbors. And that pretty much turns me on.
Well, It's already 4p.m. and we said to ourselves that we haven't got so much sweets and something like that on the evening and night. Usunally I used to be awake by 5a.m. but it probably won't work out today. I deliberately asked Alik how it goes here:
Me:" Alex, how it going, when are you awake, so I was always used to going to be around 5a.m., but it probably won 't work, will it?,,
Alex:"Yeah, it could work. Why wouldn't it work just for the kids? We still have outdoor seating and the children will sleep upstairs, so no problem. But we probably won't drinkl much, then we'll just no feel good. And we have a family and kids there. And it's not worth it. We'll go out before midnight and start the show -fireworks.
I love his responsibility, it will come in handy today.
Me:"Thank You, at least we'll enjoy the first hours of the New Year more.,,
Alex: Plus, I don't want to handle explosives much when I'm under the alcohol. Last year it turned out badly for us do you remember love? When I had alcohol in my blood and I lighted rockets.
The kids stayed with parents and we with friends - fans going to the shop for some sweets.
After we were tried the explosives, everything was alright. Nothing didn't explode. After 5 minutes we came back. We decided to go for a walk, we didn't enjoy it at home.
Alex's view:
Something telling me that something is waiting for me today, I pretty scared what it will be. We have meat prepared in the fridge, we always barbecue with the family almost every year. So we took it out and my brother preparing the grill and fire.
The time is 8 o'clock in the evening. And we starting with barbecue, we have warm jackets, because it's not too warm outside. Tribute here's not warm even during the day, let alone in the evening. There are 4 hours left until the end of the year. Idk why I can't wait for the New Year.
Mellisa: I have a great news for Alex and this is the reason why I don't drink. But I'm afraid of his reaction. I haven't been well in a week and I've found out what I thought. I am pregnant. We're together 6 years. And it's time. But I just don't know how he'll react
There's only a hour until midnight and I haven't touched the alcohol, I don't know if Alex notices. But for now we're having fun, we're all after the meal and now we're just eating sweets. It's something for me. It's coming people starting ask me why I'm not drinking.
Me: I'm responsible for the kids who are here with us, so I don't want to drink.
And Alex took me aside and interviewed me, but I didn't tell him anything only that I'm not feeling good. He couldn't notices my pregnancy, well, at least I didn't go down without a plaining myself first. I want to tell him and everyone until midnight. But time is coming. I'm getting more and more scared. What if he leaves me and I raise the child alone?
MIDNIGHT!
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 Happy new year!
We're outside firing firecrackers. I'm waiting for a good opportunity to tell them the beauty new.
After 15 minutes of batting we go inside but the night isn't over yet, we have music on full volume. And suddenly I'm taking over the microphone what we have here too.
Me: "I want to tell you something, could you please turn down the music volume a little?,,
Alex immerdiately hears what's going on.
Me: "Alex, please shut up and come to me. (with a smile) (I'm nervous so much now) The thing is, as you ask me why I don't drink, the truth is that Alex, friends and families..... I'm pregnant!
(I started crying and turned out)
Alex is laughing, everyone else, too.
Alex: "Can you tell me why you should be afraid? Or crying?,,
Following what I'm not expecting from him, he picked me up, and looking into my eyes. I love his eyes and smile. So I looking into beautiful eyes.
Alex: I'M HAPPY DO YOU UNDERSTAND? <3 (He's gave me kiss) I'll have a family with you! IMAGINE THIS GREAT THING, I'LL HAVE A FAMILY WITH THIS BEAUTIFUL MY PRINCESS!
He kisses me <3 I feeling like in the 7th heaven!
Alex's view:
I am incredibly happy for what she said. I didn't know that. And the evening isn't over, so I plan to drink an alcohol, but not so much. I don't understand why she didn't tell me right away. I think she had it as a surprise. She was afraid we would judge her. But no, no one should never judge others. It's 2 o'clock after midnight, a lot of people starting to think, that I'm overdoing alcohol. Of course, despite the alcohol I have in me, I don't believe it.
Alex's mom view: This is the best day of my life, of course my best day of my life was when my children were born. And that's why I know what it's like when they find out she's pregnant. I wish them it. I'm not the mother who wants a son for herself. Just today, the mother protector awoking in me. Of course I telling my son Alex, but he's not listen to his pregnant girlfriend Ariana or me. He gets more and more alcohol. I knew something is going to happen, unfortunately his drunken cousin has persuades him to get behind the wheel. Alex refused, God forbid, but it isn't end.
They write 4 o'clock in the morning. I'm starting to feel sick, I didn't drink anything and the baby is calm. The same I felt when Lex was hit by the car in front of school. I go to look after him. Mom stopped me and says me: "I feel the same sweetie,,. I'm really scared now about him. We taking his car keys from his cousin anyway from him. And we told to his cousin so he wouldn't make him do stupid things. We warned him that there will be damage on health.
When we entered into his room, we were frightened, for he wasn't there. While my mother soon shouting after us. That he's downstairs and something's going on, we quickly going down the stairs, all alone. We don't know what happened. My dad with Lex's dad pulled Lex out of the pool. Hi hit his head, he probably fell, they didn't see it, but his cousin then cringed. We are so angry at him. Even when he has alcohol in him, he could drown. He his his head in addiction to everything. Soon a shock awaited us. He doesn't wake up. The children were not there God forbid. But they'll find out anyway. We haven't had an ambulance here in a long time. I want to go with him of course. No one is against it, the parent's would come there.
