POV: Natilie
We're all back stage letting the stage hands hook up our ear piece sets as we try to give each other pep talks, but in reality we're all about to shit ourselves.
"Welcome to the stage Four Minutes Left!"
We walked out on stage with the lights out. I've nearly busted my ass doing this, but after we practiced it several times I've memorized the route.
I heard the four beeps in my ear piece and my heart started to beat rapidly as the lights came on and Daisy began to play the piano.
"Flipping through all of these magazines
Telling me who I'm supposed to be
Way too good at camouflage
Can't see what I am
I just see what I'm not." Daisy started us off and my stomach turned as it was Michelle's time to join in with the bass guitar and Liza to start with the snare."I'm guilty 'bout everything that I eat
(Every single bit)
Feeling myself is a felony
Jedi level sabotage
Voices in my head make up my entourage." Michelle sang her heart out, and the three of us sang the back lyrics.Now it's time for all of us to play and sing together. Dear help me god.
"'Cause I'm a black belt when I'm beating up on myself
But I'm an expert at giving love to somebody else
I, me, myself and
I, don't see eye to
Eye, me, myself and
I
Oh, why do I compare myself to everyone?
And I always got my finger on the self destruct
I wonder when I love me is enough (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I wonder when I love me is enough (yeah, yeah, yeah)." We alternated lines here and there, and goofed off. We were having fun, and that's what we needed after this week. I looked over at Lauren to see her dancing a little in her chair with us."Why am I always looking for a ride or die?
'Cause mine's the only heart I'm gonna have for life
After all the times I went and fucked it up
(All the times I went and fucked it up)
I wonder when I love me is enough (yeah, yeah, yeah)." I smiled as I sang, because of my fellow idiots were being idiots beside me. It's what we do best.We finished the song together, and afterwards I pushed my guitar behind myself and we had a group hug.
"We did it ladies. We fucking did it." Michelle stated proudly.
"If we don't make it through after that performance, Imma be pissed." Liza laughed and we soon followed before pulling out of the hug and walking to the front of the stage to talk to the judges.
"In the beginning of this week I was scared that you three wouldn't be able to pick up an instrument that quickly, but once again I was proved wrong." Simon chuckled as we all jumped up and down. I looked over at Lauren who had a smile on her lips that led into her biting her lip.
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