Who needs friends? Not me.

Boy did it feel good.

How could he do this to me?

I'm heart broken and infuriated at the same time. How could he just forget about all that? He obviously doesn't care about me as I do him which makes this so much worse. Or maybe he was hoping that I forgot about it. Really, how could I. He told everyone that I slept with 7 different guys while dating him.

I don't know why everyone believed him, he is the biggest bullshitter I know.

Well, use to know.

While I was running out of the school I could feel him chasing me so I ran the fastest I ever had in my whole life. I'm physically and emotionally drained and all I want right now is my best friends Ben & Jerry.

But to top everything off he's probably back with Libby right now, and here I am sitting on my front door step locked outside my house. I always forget my keys. Stupid Libby and her perfect face and her nice hair and her stupid big boobs, makes me sick that people can't see through her fake exterior and he double D's to find out that she is satan in a sundress.

I thank The Lord that its not raining, then quickly touch wood so I didn't jinx it.

Involuntarily I recalled the kiss.

That perfect kiss. I mean horrible! He is so ugly and disgust- oh who am I kidding! He is gorgeous! The way that he was forceful but gentle like he was trying not to hurt me. His lips hungrily kissing mine like he had waited his whole life to do so.

I lifted my fingers to my lips. They were still puffy. And for the first time in what seemed like ages, I smiled. A genuine toothy grin spreads across my face. I felt like a little girl that had just got the best Christmas present in the world.

For a moment I felt like the happiest girl on earth. But then I remembered the past year and everything came crashing down like a ton of bricks, he hurt me.

This is wrong. All these delicious thoughts about him, the way he treated me... The kiss.

The kiss was especially wrong, but boy did it feel good.

After a good two hours my mum finally came back from the supermarket and when she saw me sitting outside she dropped the shopping bags that she was holding and came running over to me.

"Honey are you okay? Are you hurt? What's wrong? Why aren't you in school? Are you sick? Do you need to go to the hospital? How long have you been out here why didn't you call me!"

I laughed at her worried state, she always went on like this over the smallest of things.

"No mum I'm fine I just didn't want to stay at school, that's all"

She opened the door, I threw my bag onto the table in the kitchen and sat down on one of the stools. My mum made me a cup of coffee and then sat down opposite me.

"Now tell me why you you really left school"

I was about to just brush her off with another lie but then she gave me the look. I may be taller than her but bloody hell is she scary.

"I found my mate today"

"Really! Who is he? Is he nice, handsome?"

She looked so excited, well definitely more excited than I am.

"You're not going to like it"

I told her all about how Colton was my mate and how he kissed me and said he didn't remember what he did to me. The look on her face went from bad to worse. She looked like she was about to blow up.

"Im going to kill him. No better, I'm going to call his mother! Wait, better, I'm going to go round there right now!"

She grabbed her keys off the side and stormed out of the door, oh god. I chased after her and pulled her back into the house.

"Don't worry mum it's okay, really. Just let me have the rest of the week off I don't think I can bare to look at him"

"I don't think I can bare to think about him!"

I chuckled at her response.

"I'm going to take a nap I'm exhausted"

She nodded and kissed me forehead. I slumped up the stairs and without getting changed flung myself into bed. I instantly fell asleep my body exhausted from today's drama, I thought I left all this mess in the past but it has come back to bite me in the butt.