You're not Worth it.

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" She sounds wonderful Aaron ". I said smiling at him. He looked down at his feet shoving his hands in his pockets.

" Yeah, well she was ". He replied in a faint mysterious tone.

" Was "? I asked my voice cracking as I spoke. He nodded scratching the back of his head.

" Well what happened "? I asked. He opened his mouth to speak, but were rudely interrupted by no one other then Nash.

" There you are what are you doing Aaron ". I tried to hide myself in back of him as much as I could. If Nash spotted me I'd be sorry.

" Come here bro ". Nash said pulling in Aaron's arm. He jerked forward causing Nash to see my appearance .

" That's why ". He said pushing Aaron into the wall. " Did you touch her " he asked yelling in his face.

Aaron pushed him off grabbing my hand bringing me outside the bathroom.

" No dude, I helped her. Unlike you. All you do is hurt her. Poor thing, she's probably being held here hostage ".

I had to admit Aaron was pretty much right, I was practically being held here hostage, and he does hurt me.

" No bro I'm not holding her here "! He said pushing him a little. Aaron turned to me asking for my opinion.

" Well ",- before I could say anything Nash picked me up carrying me away.

I looked back to see Aaron staring at us drift down the hallway. I looked up at Nash as he kept looking foreword bringing me into his room.

He slammed the door shut placing me on the bed, I sat up watching him pace the room.

" I was not about to let you answer that question, you'll probably tell him ". I crossed my legs and shrugged.

" So what if I did, it's the truth Nash ". He looked at me sternly and came up face to face with me.

" So what? That truth can through me in Jail, that truth can ruin our relationship. Do you want that "?! He forced his lips on mine causing me to throttle back.

I sat back up wiping the wetness of Nash's tongue off my mouth. I stood up walking to him. It was risky.

" So what if you go to jail. Okay, your ass deserves to be in jail. What relationship, Nash, I bet you wouldn't care if I got hit by a car ". He sat down throwing his face in his hands pondering.

" Bloody hell, I bet you would hit me with your own car "! He looked up tears coming down his eyes.

" Listen Emara, I'm in love with you okay. I can't control my emotions, okay I can't. Something brings me joy in hitting someone, and that someone is you. I don't know why. But it does ".

Tears streamed down my face, down my cheek, and then to my neck.

" So that's what I am to you huh "? I yelled. " A rag doll, you feel like you can bruise me, and punch and kick me till I run out of stuffing is that it "?

He walked over to me grabbing my arm in his tight grip causing me to fall to the ground.

" No Emara no. I love you like a human loves oxygen. You just don't get it "!

I kicked his shin leaving him moan in pain staring at me like a devil.

" I get it Nash. Your a psycho ".

He let go of my arm backing away towards the door. He shook his head opening it,

" You know what Emara. It's not worth it ".

He turned away looking down the hallway as he mumbled.

" You're not worth it ".

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