Lifeboat ( Tom Mann . Stereo Kicks )

chapter 4

**************************** It was still only 4pm and we wanted to go out and have fun but not too much fun as we had a bootcamp audition to attend too. "Do you want to see if kerrie knows if there is any parties going on tonight?" I asked Niamh "Yeah sure im kind of strangely hyper tonight it might be all the ice cream we eat haha" She laughed I texted our college friend Kerrie to see if she knew if there were any good parties going on tonight , She was a party animal and she was probably the most social one out of us so she knew her people well. Kerrie: There is a few, a guy from our college is having one and i know a few people that are going, it starts in two hours so if we all hurry we could make it :) Me: That sounds good do you want me to pick you up? because i dont think im going to drink tonight x Kerrie: Yeah sure you can be our desinated driver for the night , is 6pm okay?x Me: Yeah sure ill see you then haha ;)x "Well i guess we are going out tonight we have a few hours but we have to go to mine as my car is there" I said to Niamh "Yeah thats fine ill grab some stuff and we can go to yours the now?" She offered "Suree" I replied. It took Niamh a lot of convincing to get me off the couch i was still pretty upset about the whole Chantelle thing she better not be there tonight , but knowing my luck she will be there but its about time I face her I cant be annoyed at what she did forever.Niamh got her things together and we jumped into her car and drove to mine , Once we got to mine i just said hey to my mum and my little brothers as much as they annoy me I do miss them as I'm always out with friends or at college. "Hi Lukey" I cheered as i went up and grabbed my brother he just squealed and ran away from me haha , "Alfieeee" I cooed as i went up and picked my 3 year old brother up , he was the cuddly brother he loves getting attention i just gave him a kiss and let him go back to playing with his toy cars , Finally i went to go see my youngest brother whos was very happy as my mum was giving him food haha, "Finn oh my god you have food all over you" I laughed as i wiped a piece of spagheti from his head he was only 11 months old and it was very amusing watching him eat haha. "Niamh are you ready to get changed" I shouted to see what she was doing she just walked by me and up to my room while on her phone "Bro what you doing?" I joked "Just scrolling on tumblr" She admitted. I had went for a shower earlier today so I didnt need to shower again so i just added a few more curls and put on some make-up i put on the usual powder and mascara but since i was going out i added some eyeliner. Niamh came into my room dressed in a black dress that was tight at the top and went out at the bottom she also had a cream blazer over the top to add to the look. "Wow thats nice , and help i cant decide on what to wear?" I pleaded to Niamh "Thankyou and yeah sure" Niamh said as she walked over to my wardrope and started rummaging through everything after a while she brought back a grey skater dress that had a white collar and a white bow on the back "How about this then" I asked Niamh once i had tried it on "Yeah its nice it would look good with these black wedges aswell" She mentioned "Oh your right thanks and the cream heels you wanted are over there" I explained pointing in the direction of my wardrope. Once we were ready to go we got our keys, money and our phones and left. Kerrie only lived like 20 mins away and her house was on the way to the party so we just listened to music until we got there. "Hey guys" Kerrie said as she jumped into the backseat of my mini , she was wearing a white dress that was pretty long and a black blazer over the top , was i the only one that came without a blazer i laughed to myself. "Hey Kerrie" We both greeted her. We all listened to more music on our way to the party but on our way there we stopped at mcdonalds to get chips as we were all hungry, we eat them in the car on our way to the party. "Im going to go get a drinkk i'll talk to you guys later" Kerrie said while walking away , "So wheres the food?" I asked Niamh , we both burst out laughing. "Hold on is that james" I asked Niamh while pointing in the direction of the food table "Oh my god yeah it is what is he doing here?" She asked with confusion "He has his audition tomorrow hes shouldn't be here" I murmered. "Oiii Graham what are you doing here? , your audition is tomorrow" I shouted grabbing his attention while we both headed in his way. "Well I just wanted to relax a little dont worry im not drinking that much haha and what exactly are you doing here?" He asked while raising his eyebrowns "Just wanted to relax too im still pretty annoyed about what happened today so hopefully i can get that off my mind" I replied "Oh yeah im sorry about that shes a complete ugggghhhh" James said getting frustrated "Thankyou well i'm going to go get a drink i'll talk to you later" I smiled as he waved goodbye. I was about to walk away until Niamh grabbed my arm and pulled me aside "Dudeee what the hell?" I yelled competely shocked "Sorry its just James smirked at me and im falling for him big time and help" She went on "Just go talk to him stop being such a wimp" "Why dont you go talk to a few guys then ?" She asked "I told you I dont want a guy in my life right now im happy the way I am" I tried to explain myself but I knew I wanted someone in my life I just didnt know who or how? I questioned myself "Goooo" I said as i pushed Niamh in the direction of James........ I went up to the bar to get a drink of Pepsi as i remembered i was the driver for the night , to be honest i didn't like drinking at all im more a get hyper off of sugar kind of person. Its was getting kind of stuffy in here so i went out to get some fresh air until...... the last person i would want to lay my eyes on purposely poured thier drink down Niamh jacket that i had borrowed because i was cold. "Excuse me what do you think your doing?" I turned to face the one and only Chantelle "Oh sorry i sliped , didn't see you there" She sarcastically threw in my face "And that what they all say" I stated while raising my eyebrows "Whats that supposed to mean" She spat in my face "It means that your just a basic little bitch thats trying to tear me down" I said while raising my voice "I may be a basic bitch but im not a sad , weak discusting one" She yelled "Im not weak and you know that" I screamed "You are , i know what you have done and lots more about you and your just a pathetic little girl that doesnt have a life" She shouted in my face "Thats it" I shouted I ran outside hoping she didn't follow me out here i couldn't deal with her anymore , I took the cream blazer off that was now covered in some sort of red acoholic drink thats smells awful , It was freezing but i'd rather be cold than smelling like a booze bar i thought to myself.. Why does she do this to me what have i done? I started crying , she makes me feel so useless and unwanted. "Are you alright love?" I heard a boy ask......................