know me, clinton cave

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Worriness flows over my face as I take a deep breath opening the front door, I plaster my best fake smile on and try not to be forced to go out.

"Oh my god, you finally open you're door... I though you would've been dead" Alexandra laughs as she walks in my apartment, "Great" I say

"Oh, I'm Sorry..." She sighs as looks at me as my fake smiles turns into a frown. "You should come out with me tonight..." She hugs me before doing her own thing in the kitchen as I sit my self down on the black leather couch, "I shouldn't" I shake my head

"Oh come on, Angel." She says brutely, " You never go out anymore..." She frowns as she sits across from me on the rocking chair, " There's no need." I say

Like there's no need for social media, it makes me feel bad about myself because those fantastic looking models are always on my feed and explore page, and honestly it's annoying but it's hurtful.

"Look, Angel... You haven't been yourself in a couple months and I'm tired of you just sitting around and being all dreadful. Honestly, it's killing me." She says, I sigh and shake my head, "Fine Alexandra... You want me to go out, you really want me to do that...?" I ask

She nods her head and smiles, "Fine, I'll go out with you, but this is the only time I'll go out..." I sigh

She gets up and hugs me like an excited child that just got candy after being told no, "Thank you Ang." She smiles. "I'll pick you up at nine, okay...?" She nods.

When she reaches the black painted door she looks at me and tells me not to make up a stupid excuse to not go out. I shake my head and groan as she closes the door. Personally, I don't want to go out. too many people in one space, it's not okay... and the alcohol that people drink. I'm not complaining, it's just, not my scene to be 'partying' like i'm having fun.