know me, clinton cave

seven

"If you have any connection with one of the boys, just tell them...maybe, y'all will the next power couple" Alexandra laughs as she pays for her items. " mTaking me to the mall, isn't really going to make my sadness go away." I told her as we exited the H&M.

She stopped walking, like a deer in headlights and looked at me and scoffed, "I know this, You don't think I know, Angel " She shakes her head lightly before walking towards the double door to the parking lot.

"You've always been so happy before life without Reagan. He was you're reason to live, now everyday you're trying to..." She sighs before talking any more, "Just get in the car, Angel." She asked me breaking the eye contact between us.
Alexandra was right. I was a mess without Reagan. He was my reason to live. He was my happiness, and I'm afraid if I move on knowing that I was reason Regan wasn't here, I could never live with myself...

"Regan wants you to be happy, Ang." I fiercely looked at Alexnadera as she started the car, "You don't know what my brother wanted.." I sighed, trying to keep my cool and not to bash out at her

"Of course I don't, and you don't either, But you know, he needs you to be happy." She says "He loved you so much, Angel. You know that. But you need to move on."

She pauses before sighing once again, "It's been exactly five months, without you're brother here. You shouldn't be still grieving. You should be happy, build up a life that you're brother would of wanted you to have." She sharply sighed before stomping on the brakes, "I know I'm not really needed to be the one telling you this, but listen to my words."

"Can I see him" I say, interrupting her words. I started to feel tears forming in the corners of my eyes, "What...?" She gasped

"Can I see my brother." All I said before remembering all the fights we had that turned into laughter and sorry.

"Yeah, of course darling."