Be Mine || pjm [discontinued ufn]

♡︎ 𝐍𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 ♡︎

Continued...

"We're Done!" I shouted into the midst of all my rambling. Yeonjun shot up and walks towards me. "Chaé-ji, don't say such horrible words, please I know you don't mean it", he said putting his out to hold mine, "Please baby I love you!" he continued. I scoffed "Love is what I need a break from right now, I need you to be gone by the time I get home", I pushed his hand away, "I'm going out for coffee!"

I grabbed my school bag and leapt out of the apartment. Yeonjun stood stunned against the kitchen table. I had never stood up to him or any guy like I just did, ever before. My heart wavered and I broke down a few doors away from my apartment. We had been together for an entire year, at first Yeonjun was a gentleman and then we moved in together, things changed.

I felt more like his mother rather than his girlfriend. He would spend more time with his friends than with me and get irritated when I seemed his attention. I wiped away my tears and made my way to a nearby coffee shop. One of my faves actually. I plopped myself down at a table and gave off a deep sigh. I pulled out my mirror to check if I didn't have puffy eyes or anything of the sort.

"Hey youuu!" I heard someone speak to me as I lifted my finger dabbing the bags under my eyes. I looked up to see Yerin standing infront of me with a big smile. It faded when her eyes met mine," Oh gosh, are you okay?" she asked concerned. "Uhm well no, I just broke up with my boyfriend." I say in sniffles.

"What, you must be in pieces" she answered, " I know I would be!!" she said and put out her arms. I leaned in and gave her a big hug, it was warm and comforting and I knew she could be trusted. She somehow cheered me up, well a little the break-up hit really hard. I spent the rest of the day at the cafe with Yerin.

I looked down at my watch and saw the time, I looked around and saw no one else but Yerin and I still around. I turned to the nearby window and looked at the soon to be dark sky. I saw her to her car and waved her goodbye, she asked to give me a ride home but I declined, I mean I live like a block or two away from the cafe.

I hurried home hoping to see Yeonjun still in the apartment, devastated and willing to plead for my forgiveness but I got home to a dark room. I slammed the door behind me and remembered all the times he had done things and never apologized, how he'd leave me hanging on dates and special events to go to clubs and parties with his friends.

I loved him so much that I overlooked all his continuous reassurance that he didn't care about me in return. It took me a long time to get over him but I eventually did, Yerin ended up being my best friend but I never told her who I was dating or any details about my relationship with Yeonjun. It was too painful to think of speak about.