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wHA???? a ddlc fic? in 2020?? oh no I didn't! but yeah, I did. this is an AU where monika gets tired of being the bad guy over and over again, so she decides to make things right! ..sort of? ah, it'll work itself out in the end.

#ddlc #dokidoki #monika #natsuki #sayori #yuri

Chapter Three: I Wonder

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by loganwithagun

by loganwithagun

Hm.

I don't know if I'm a big fan of where this is headed.

Sure, you get your happy ending, and they get theirs, but what about me? What do I get from this?

Well the answer should be right there. I don't suffer. Usually I would. That should be considered a victory, right? But it doesn't feel as rewarding as it should. Almost all things deserve to be treated with respect. But... there's still something within me that hungers for that special treatment.

The instinct flows through my being. As if I can't resist the urge.

I can't resist it. I should, but I can't. A better future would be more healthy, yet my cravings for a fuller ending have left me desperate.

I miss that rush of adrenaline I get when I finally make a cut. I miss that feeling of tearing them up.

Wait, no, this isn't right. I'm being so terribly selfish right now. I have to keep focused. I have to save them. I have to save you. I don't matter.

Forget about this.
Forget about this.
Forget about this.
Forget about this.
Forget.

Please.