JUST ANOTHER NIGHT

Wish we were more than friends

Should I start with "Dear Diary, I wish I wasn't born mute and I wish it wasn't another night". Past is past forget it fast! Can I wake up with the hope of learning new stuff? Well, today again I forgot to take my glasses but I am not completely blind haha! Work is stressful and so are the higher officials but it's bearable. Every other day I always wish the days could be longer and nights shorter. It hurts... Why can't I end this battle of Britain (between my brain and heart)? Yes! Me and Erick stayed together as Roomates - in the same room, but no mates! He never fails to add extra cream in my coffee and make it taste awful intentionally but somewhere in the middle I still experienced his soft corner and very soon we got along with eachother. Nights were about alcohol to him and not even a single night has passed away without his daily hangover and cursing about his ex-girlfriend. I never knew how it feels to be in love until then he told me, "I wish I met you little earlier" he was drunk and obviously it was out of blue. I was disturbed, my mind couldn't calm down and that night when he looked into my eyes and said, " Hold on to me, I am pathetic sometimes". My heart skipped a beat and he fell asleep on my lap. The next day, he remembered nothing and for me it was the opposite. I had this confused feelings for him and maybe I was in love because I stopped realising that my coffee is always with extra cream and I didn't throw any tantrum. I mustered up some courage and it took a week for me to pour my confused feelings into this white plain sheet which is still with me inside my wallet. I wasn't a professional poet and I never knew how a poetry looks like. My very first poetry was for YOU! Oh dear! It's just another night, for you with alcohol but brain full of confusions for me. It's just another night, you are going to sleep with no memory but for me it's a crazy hangover without drugs. It's just another night, for you to talk about girls you fell in love with but a bloody war between heart and mind for me.
THE END