play : everything i wanted by billie eilish
y/n came through the door, late. she didn't know how to feel after leaving haknyeon like that. she just wanted to run to her room and cry. but of course her brothers wouldn't let her do that.
"are you ok, y/n?" younghoon asked, noticing her tear stained face.
"oh younghoon, no i'm not," she said, beginning to break down. she was at the point with younghoon where she could break down in front of him.
"it's haknyeon...i saw him...and-"
"there there, it's ok..." younghoon said, stroking her hair and giving juyeon a look to say "who's haknyeon?" as he entered the room.
"what? where is that spineless bastard?" juyeon said, making y/n notice him behind her.
"please don't, juyeon...let me just deal with it myself. i'll be ok," y/n said, walking over to him and hugging him.
"i can't trust him, y/n. what he did to you just isn't right...let's just forget about him,"
"come on, let's order some ice cream and watch TV,"
juyeon and y/n let younghoon in on their tradition of eating ice cream and watching tv shows when they were sad. and whenever y/n was sad, juyeon was too. he was always there, no matter what. come to think of it, y/n could not think of any time in her life that juyeon had not protected her.
"juyeon?" y/n spoke when they were both lying next to each other on his double bed.
"yes?"
"thank you...you've always been there for me,"
"well, it's my duty, right? you're my sister...and i love you a lot,"
"i want to talk about it," y/n said. juyeon nodded after looking at her worriedly but she assured him with her facial expression.
"seeing him hurt me, a lot. but he told me he never moved on...he wants to be with me again. but i had so much pain when i was trying to get over him, and then when i thought i was over him he just comes right back into my life again. i'm so confused...if he really loved me, he would have believed in us, right? you don't just give up on somebody you love,"
juyeon nodded, trying to hold back his anger towards haknyeon as it wouldn't be much use right now because haknyeon wasn't here. he just wanted to comfort his sister like he always did.
"haknyeon is not worth it...he missed out on the greatest thing of his life and now you know better than to take someone back who never deserved you in the first place,"
y/n smiled at her brother's words. she was happy that her brother was so supportive and honest, but her smile was slightly forced. she wanted to agree with what juyeon was saying but she still loved him. she still wanted him in her life now that he was here. but perhaps this was too dangerous. perhaps she couldn't have him in her life and try to move on at the same time.