𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕤 [ᵛᵉⁿᵗ ᵇᵒᵒᵏ]

Can't I?

Every time I'm around you,
I feel like a part of myself is hidden.
You make me feel like
I'm not worth it.
I constantly tip-toe around you.

I'm afraid to make you angry.

Cause I know when you are -
All you'll do is yell.
Why didn't I do it right?
Did I somehow do it wrong?

It's funny,
you're my parent.
But you feel like my dictator.

For fucks sake!

I'M AFRAID OF YOU.

I don't wanna make you mad, because then it'll feel like it's all my fault. Is it?
How can I be who I wanna be without being judged?
Everything I do is wrong to you.

I always feel like an extension of you.

"You look just like them!"
"You act just like them!"
"You'll be just like them!"

Doesn't anyone listen to me!?

I don't want to be like you!
I wanna be me.
Not you.

I just...

I'm so tired.