Gone~ sequel to him and I

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BENJI'S POV

"JORGE NO PLEASE" I cried. I cant lose him please.

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"Jorge no don't leave me please. remember when we went to Madrid and I gave you the promise ring" I tried to remember all our happy memories together. Doctors rushed in and were trying to save him.

"How about when we were walking around Tokyo together and went to the place with all the pretty lights"

"Wait guys" One of the nurses said. I stopped talking.

"No no not you keep talking. Its helping" The same nurse said

"Remember when I recreated our first date and then I proposed. Remember our wedding night and our honey moon Jorge please don't leave me" His eyes then fluttered open. I let out a breath and squeezed his hand.

JORGES POV

I heard Benji talking about memories we have had together and I wanted to tell him I could here him but I couldn't. I felt so weak.

After he said something about our wedding I had a little strength and opened my eyes. He squeezed my hand and I squeezed his back. The doctors checked a few things and then left. Benji wrapped his arms around me tightly and cried into my chest.

"I thought I lost you Jorge. It was terrible" He sobbed. I played with his hair in an attempt to calm him down.

"Hey shh Its okay" I cooed. I grabbed his hand and put two fingers to my neck. He smiled and kissed my cheek.

"See theres my pulse. Im ok baby" I spoke softly.

"I love you so much Jorge"

"I love you so much to Benji" He kissed my lips softly and I smiled into the kiss. I laid my head on his chest.

"We have been in the hospital a lot since we met" He said

"Yeah its crazy" I laughed.

"were you ever in the hospital this much before you met me" He asked. I thought about it and then shook my head no.

"Exactly, all of these bad things that are happening to you are because of me cant you see that!"

"Benji no its not. Its just a coincidence"

"Jorge it is me. what are we going to do. One of us is going to die from this"

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"Neither of us will die Benji I promise" He nodded and leaned down to kiss me. I gave him a soft smile and laid my head back on his chest. I listened to his heartbeat which was calming. I hope he wasn't right about on of us dying.

I was scared to fall asleep. I was scared to fall asleep and never wake up. If I don't wake up I will never see Benji and he would be alone. I cant leave him alone.

I did everything in my power to stay awake but it was so hard. I was tired and I didn't feel good. Benji kept looking at me and asking f I was ok and I kept telling him I was.

"Baby are you sure you are ok? you look really tired"

"Benji Im ok"

"Jorge please sleep you need it" That's what broke me. A few tears fell down my cheeks. He cupped my face into his hands. He wiped the tears away with his thumb.

"What's wrong baby" He asked softly

"I-im scared that if I fall asleep that I wont wake up and that I will leave you alone forever and I don't want to leave you"

"Oh baby please go to sleep I promise I will make sure you wake up"

"Okay thank you"

"I love you so much" He cooed.

"I love you so much to" I whispered as I fell asleep peacefully In his arms.

BENJI'S POV

Jorge fell asleep and I held him close to me. When he told me he was scared to fall asleep It broke my heart. I don't want him to be scared to sleep.

Every few minutes I kept checking his pulse. Sure he had the heart machine but I just wanted to make sure.

He looked so peaceful when he slept. I was so in love with this boy it was crazy. He makes me so incredibly happy. I never thought in a million years that I would be so happy. I just hope he knows how much he means to me. I just have no idea how to show him. I will be lost if I ever lose him.

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A few ours went by and Jorge started to wake up. I kissed his cheek and played with his hair.

"How'd you sleep love"

"Really good actually. thank you Benji for staying awake"

"Of course baby I would do anything for you"

I was scrolling through my phone for a little while when I heard Jorge start crying. I turned to face him and my heart broke. I hate when he cries.

"Baby whats wrong" I asked him softly.

"I don't want to talk about it right now but can you just hold me. I just want to be in your arms"

"Of course I can. I love you so much Jorge. I hope you know that"

"I love you so much to Benji" I wrapped my arms around his small waist and pulled his body close to mine. I pressed light kisses to his shoulder and he cuddled closer to me. I wish I could hold him forever and never let go.

I just wish I knew what was bothering him

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Word count: 932                           Date: 7-10-20
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