Gone~ sequel to him and I

17

BENJI'S POV

"JORGE NO" I dropped to knees and brought his head into my hands. I reached for my phone to call the cops but I forgot it at the house.

"SOMEONE CALL THE POLICE" but no one was awake. I picked him up bride style and started running.

His eyes started shutting and I panicked.

"NO JORGE PLEASE STAY WITH ME" I ran faster.

I made my way to the hospital and I rushed in.

"SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME HE WAS SHOT" Doctors came rushing in and they took him out of my arms.

I watched them put him on a bed and roll him away. I fell to the floor crying. I cant lose him I love him so much.

3RD POV

The doctors rushed him into surgery and started operating

"This is going to be hard procedure" One of the surgeons said. They all nodded their heads in agreement.

They operated for a while and Benji was in the lobby praying that his lover would be ok. Benji wanted Jorge to be ok and he tried to calm himself down but it didn't work.

He tried to tell himself that Jorge was going to be ok and that the doctors knew what they were doing but he just couldn't believe himself.

He was so in shock when it happened. He wanted to push Jorge out of the way but jump in front of him but he was froze with fear.

The doctors tried to help Jorge but it was hard.

"DOC WE ARE LOSING HIM" a nurse shouted. His heart started to flatline

"GET THE STUFF READY WE HAVE TO SAVE HIM" they grabbed their equipment and set everything up.

"3 2 1 CLEAR" They put it on his chest and shocked him.

"AGAIN 3 2 1 CLEAR" They put it on his chest again. They did that 5 times but it was no hope he was gone

Time of death: 8:27

Jorge was dead.

BENJI'S POV

A doctor came out of the room. I stood up quickly.

"IS HE OKAY. PLEASE TELL ME HE'S OK" I asked

"Im so sorry sir" He said. My heart dropped.

"we tried our best sir we are so sorry"

"NO NO NO NOOOO HE CANT BE DEAD. HE CANT BE DEAD PLEASE. he cant be dead" I whispered the last part. I fell to the ground. I put my head in my hands but I didn't cry. I was to in shock.

"He cant be dead" I kept repeating.

"We are sorry sir" I nodded. I tried to stand up but fell right back to the floor. I was sick to my stomach.

A few minutes later I stood up and walked out. I walked home feeling horrible. I felt empty. I just lost a big part of my life. My heart feels so empty.

I got home and went to the art room. I stood in the doorway and looked at the desk. Just a few hours ago he was sitting there drawing.

I pictured him sitting there drawing and smiling. That's when it really hit me. He was gone.

I fell to my knees and cried. My phone dinging and I looked at it.

Grayson: mission accomplished. I warned you.

I screamed as loud as could. I threw my phone at the wall and it shattered.

"FUCK" I screamed. He's gone. The love of my life is gone.

"WHY DID YOU TAKE HIM SO SOON" I was broken. I have no reason to live now.
⚠️trigger warning⚠️

I went to the bathroom and grabbed a container of pills. I dumped some into my hand and looked at them .

I felt a presence behind me and I looked into the mirror. I saw Jorge behind me shaking his head no.

I turned around quickly but he wasn't there. I threw the pills in the toilet and dropped the floor again.

"WHY WHY WHY WHY WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG" I screamed. I just wanted to break everything. I was mad and sad and broken at the same time.

Its all my fault. Its my fault that he is

Gone

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Word count: 694                        Date: 7-16-20
This was the hardest chapter to write. I cried while writing it. It's not the end of the story though

Update on Jonathan: I told him I was Ace and he was supportive and he was okay with it. I was scared af to tell him. But is there a way to explain to him that I'm scared he doesn't actually like me and that I think he may just be playing along?

Have a great day/ night💕