two guys and one girl (editing)

Missing you hurts

RECAP:"So i guess this is the last time i will speak to you" he said.I slowly nodded."I guess this is it.Bye" i said giving him a hug.He hugged me back.I let got and he left.I layed down and cried myself to sleep.

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Waking up every morning and knowing that i will never speak to him hurts.

I've decided to move with my mom in LA.I just can't be here.

I'm just hurting myself.i packed my last outfit.I zipped the bag.I hung it over my shoulder.I pulled the other 2 suitcases.Taylor was waiting for me."I'm going to miss you" She said hugging me."I'm going to miss you too but it's for the best." She slowly nodded.

I went up to niall."I'm going to miss you the most my irish leprechaun" i said messing with his hair.

I went up to louis,zayn,and harry. "I'm going to miss you three trouble makers" i said.They gave me a group hug.

I went to Eleanor and rissa.Yes,Me and Ariana aren't friends anymore.Thanks to erika.I hugged them."Girls i know i only meet you a few months ago but you are like sisters to me" I cried.They gave me a hug.Soon everyone was around giving me a group hug.I cried even more.I gave taylor a kiss on the cheek.I'm going to drive to my mom's house.I don't like planes.I opened the door.The cool breeze hit me in the face.I walked up to the car and put my stuff inside.I waved to everyone and got in the driver's seat.I turned the engine on and drove to a new life...

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Hours passed by and now i'm finally with my mom.I am currently watching a chick flick while laying down on my mom's lap.She's playing with my hair.We were almost done with the movie.I tried to keep my eyes open but i couldn't.I let sleep take over my body.

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Right now i'm on skype with taylor and the girls.

"No i don't have a boyfriend" i said rolling my eyes.They always ask me that.My mom comes in.

"Hi mommy" i say.

"Hi darling.Who you talking to?"

"Taylor. mom come" i said patting the empty space next to me.

"Hi mom!"Taylor yells.

"Hi love.How are you?"

"Wonderful.It's almost mine and harry's 10 month anniversary"

"Nice.I have to go.Going to work"

"Bye mom!" taylor yells.I get off and kiss my mom on her cheek."Have fun" i say.She leaves.

"So anything new?" i ask them.

"Nope but guess who came looking for you"rissa said.

"Ariana?" i asked.

They all nodded."What did she want?"

"She wanted to talk to you.She didn't tell us about what" taylor said.I slowly nodded.

"Do you girls wanna hear a song i made?" i asked.