Shogun of Tennis -To the next stage (Prince of Tennis fanfiction) -DISCONTINUED-

Chapter 7:"Conflicted"

it's already a few days after that and as expected Byodoin was looking at the middle school,Ryouma was observing the middle school until Yukimura come to him

"Are you okay?" Yukimura ask glance at Byodoin who observed teh middle school from shadow

"No,i'm not...but it is my battle and if there a player want to fight him then i'm not gonna intterupted" Ryouma say glance at Tokugawa who looking at Byodoin

YUkimura only stay quiet glance at Byodoin and Ryouma, he talk to him once in coincidence bump into him at hallway

-Flashback-

"Oh? You are...Yukimura Seiichi... Ryouma lover i presume looking at the interact between you two" Byodoin say non-chalant

"Indeed...pleasure to meet you..." Yukimura say in guard

Byodoin only stay quiet observing him with calculative gaze,"I don't know and i didn't expect that he gonna meet someone who want to stay in his side..." he say

"What is that supposed mean?" Yukimura ask clenching his hand

Byodoin hummed,"i steal everything and never return it even the purpose for survive in these Tennis world .. that was an pirate... i didn't expect him to stand up or has purpose to live...why you want to stay in his side? he has no feeling... he just a doll" he ask in curious

Yukimura take a deep breath to calm his anger,"is there a reason to love someone?" he ask

"no... i just wondered how he can bear when he received the love of someone when he didn't even know what is love... in his mind love is too much for him,like a sun that slowly gonna burn him and i tell him that once love is dangerous disadvantage...love is take him everything from him...he can't stand up again when he lose this love again...and when that happened..." Byodoin trailed pierching his eye to Yukimura eye then he turn away,"Well,it's nice to meet you,Yukimura Seiichi"

Yukimura only stay quiet looking at Byodoin back he know very well that he and Ryouma know each other, he want to denied what he say but he didn't know anything about Ryouma, he respect his past, he also noticed that Ryouma hestitance when talk about love,'i still don't know much about Ryouma...' he though

-END FLASHBACK-

Yukimura snap back to reality when he noticed Ryouma looking at him in worried, concerned make him blink smile

"What are you thingking?" Ryouma ask with narrowed eye glance at Byodoin,"Did he talk to you?" Yukimura only stay quiet make Ryouma grab his hand,"Let's talk shall we..."

They go to secluded area,"what's wrong?" Ryouma ask

Yukimura take a deep breath look at Ryouma,"what do you think of me?" he ask

"Eh?" Ryouma taken back by the question,"what do you mean?" Yukimura only stay quiet until Ryouma clicked,"oh..oh.."

"So..." Yukimura still waiting for Ryouma respond

"you know what...i don't have any feeling... i'm sure you know that... i was certain that i gonna stay alone in this cruel world that's why i put the wall around me... but then you enter my world, my world who was black and white slowly become colourfull, i was raised in here from age 8 until now, i don't know what human feeling and i didn't want to know because those feeling who take everything away from me... but then you come and those middle school enter my world and put the human feeling back in my world...i don't even know love,i admit...love is too heavy for me to take...those affection is too heavy for me..." Ryouma explained 

"Are you regreted?" Yukimura ask look away

"yes that what i though...." Ryouma say ignoring the winched from Yukimura,"supposedly..." Yukimura snap look at Ryouma,"supposedly i regret to love... i was afraid maybe... i sure that i gonna died in 35 years old,no...maybe more shorter around 20 maybe i gonna died... i saw a lot of my family who mourned because we leave their beloved one that's why  though that i regreted to Love someone..." Ryouma explained