Dangerous

XV

    All the lies that Esperanza had been piling up were finally reviled. She lied thinking it was best for me when she was utterly mistaken. She thought she could hide everything horrible that happened, but alas she was wrong.
    But I wasnt the only one who was shocked. Jungkook realized he had raped Esperanza years ago. He realised he was wrong for blaming her for leaving him.
    Everything was finally going back to normal. Esperanza and I went back to our apartment in silence. Even though i understood why she did what she did, I still wasnt ready to go back to sitting on the couch together and watching anime. We went to our seprate rooms and stayed there until dinner time.  Esperanza ordered some food from a nearby restaurant and some donuts from the cafe down the street. We ate and made a little bit of small talk. We decided to watch a movie and we ended up sitting on oppisite ends of the couch. After the movie I went to my room and tried to sleep. When suddenly the memory of Yoongi kissing mr popped into my head.
    "That asshole who does he think he is" I said right before dozing off.

Yoongi's P.O.V
    I slammed my hand against the steering wheel after watching Y/N run into her apartment. I sped off and headed to my house in deep thought. I'm such an idiot why did I kiss her? I dont love her. And she clearly doesnt love me. Why. Why? Why?! I didnt mean to kiss her. I didnt want to kiss her. So why?!?
    I pulled into the driveway and went into my room trying to get her out if my head, when I found myself pulling up her number. I trhew my phone onto my bed. She isnt anything special! It was just a kiss! Ive kissed tons a girls. So why is this any diffrent. I knocked all the things off my desk in frustratuon and headed down to my fathers liqour cabinet. I grabbed the vodka and started drinking it straight from the bottle. I walked out the house using the walls for support, still with the bottle in hand. I walked along the sidewalk going no where in particular. Upon finishing the vodka i smashed the bottle on a wall, and soon later i passed out on a sidewalk.

    But when I woke up, I wad on a couch.

Jungkook P.O.V
    I thought of texting Esperanza, to apologize for the way I behaved all those years ago... And at the party. But i didnt have the courage to. Jts not like an apology would fix everything I did.
    I picked up the phone and dialed Seokjin's number.
Me: Hey dude, I think Im going to stop drinking
Jin: What? Why?
Me: I just... I can't control myself when I drink
Jin: Is this about Esperanza? Oh, did Y/N ever find her?
Me: Yeah and we all had this long ass talk
Jin: so it's about Esperanza then? At the party you were saying how she ruined your life, what were you talking about?
Me: oh well... We used to date a few years ago and... I thought she left me for no reason but it turns out I raped her
Jin: Woah what the fuck Kook. Yeah you should definitely stop drinking. I myself had been thinking about changing my life around, I mean I can't let these good looks go to waste right?
Me: What if... What if we got the others to stop drinking too? I mean look at all the shit we have caused. Imagine what we could accomplish if we straightened up or lives?
Jin: You know the others, especially Yoongi, heck he is probably drinking right now. Jimin is just a whole playboy and Hosoek can never keep his dick in his pants.
Me: But what if we just tried? Like... We could become Idols!!
Jin: Well im not sure about Idols but, lets try and give it a shot, I will call the others and try to get them to sober up for at least a while ok Kookie?
Me: Yeah so its a plan, see you Jin.
I hung up the phone and layed down on my bed. I thought about the seven of us up on a stage with millions of fans cheering. It felt surreal. And unlikely. That was my last thought before dozing off.

Y/N P.O.V
    I woke up at 1 am needing to pee. After going to the restroom I headed to the kitchen for a glass of water and stood by a window peering out to the night sky. I sipped on the water thinking everything was back to normal when I saw him. Yoongi. Passed out on the sidewalk.
    "Okay I get it universe! You dont want things to go back to normal! But why the fuck does it have to be Yoongi! He is a jerk" I said placing the glass on the table and heading outside to the boy who reeked of alcohol. I did my best to carry him inside, but he wasnt exactly ad light as a feather. I placed him on the couch and sat on a chair looking at him in thought.
Was it a coinicidince he passed out by my apartment or was he heading here?
    After a little I got up to go back to bed. Planning to deal with Yoongi in the morning.... Or just have Esperanza deal with him.