Dangerous

XIV

   I leaned against the door, shocked by Yoongi's sudden action. Why did he kiss me? What was that idiot thinking? He can trick me to date him? Asshole.
   I sat on the couch baffeled by the events. Trying to recollect my thoughts I remebered about Esperanza. "I can try to call her..." I picked up my phone and called her, the phone rang for a bit, then she picked up.
   "Esperanza?! Where are you?! I need to ask y-" I said then was cut off.
   "Im sorry, I lied" I could tell she was about to hang up.
   "We need to talk. Me, you, Jungkook, and I need you to explain why you let Yoongi have his way with me! And why you lied to me about it!"
   "I will call Jungkook" She hung up. I stared at my phone, it was as if she was a diffrent person. I wated on the front porch when I saw Jungkook drive up. I stood up and headed to the car, expecting to see Esperanza, however she wasn't there.
    "Where is she? Isn't she with you?" I said walking over to get in the car.
   "She is at my house, first I haf to deal with Irene, and now Esperanza that lying bit-"
   "She is still my friend asshole. Amd like your any better. You dont give a shit about other people"
   "Shut up! You dont know anything! You act like you dont want anything to do with Yoongi but fuck him the first chance you get-"
   "I WAS FUCKING DRUNK YOU ASSHOLE! He took advantage of me! If you think thats alright the you should be in jail you useless lying piece of dog shit. What yoongi did wasnt right! If I was sober my abswer wouldve been no! Yoongi knew this and git me drunk! That fucking asshole. He thinks he can do whatever he wants!"  I teared up a bit and looked out the window. We remained silent as we neared jungkooks house. We got out the car and walked up the steps still not speaking, and upon opening the door Esperanza was sitting on the couch.
    She looked at me for a second then down at the floor.
    "I was worried about you..." I said sitting next to Esperanza. She turned away, ashamed of herself.
    "I just want to know the truth... So then I can trust you..." I said placing my hand on her shooulder. When I saw a tear fall.
    "I'm sorry... Im so sorry.... I didnt want to hurt you... I-i thought it was for the best. I love you, you're my best friend. I never meant for any of this to happen" she said covering her face with her hands.
    "Esperanza...." I turned her to face me. "I will forgive you, if you tell me what happened, everything"
    "I didnt mean for that night to happen. Once we got there, I totally forgot people like *him* were there" she said motioning to Jungkook" I went to the dance floor, by that time I was already tipsy. You found me and took me to the kitchen... Where yoongi came. But I hadnt notice you to leave- I'm so sorry I didnt realize! I woulve stopped that bastard... But Jungkook... He started to grab me.... He started to choke me-"
    "Dont lie you bitch! You arent worth my time! Said Jungkook standing up and heading towards Esperanza.
    "It the truth! Ask Jimin! You get black out drunk! Just like when you raped me!"
    "Again with the lies, I never raped you! I-its just some excuse for you to break up with me! All you do is lie!"
    "Jungkook.... You dont remember? You.... You raped me... You were so drunk, but I thought you would remember..." Jungkook stepped back in shock mumuring to himself, " bad things always happen when you get drunk....has no one ever told you? You have no control of yourself when you drink...." Jungkook walked out the room still mumbuling to himself.
    "So Esperanza... You only lied about yoongi to protect me? You were afraid that I would be mad? Th-that you failed me? Esperanza....you... You should have just been honest...."
    "I'm sorry.... I thought i could protect you.....but I failed..." She said crying while pulling me into a jug.

Jungkook's P.O.V:
    "I-I raped her? Was it beacuse of what she did? Was I mad at her? Why did I do that" Jungkook said, trying to remember what had happened but as Esperanza said, when I drink I get black out drunk.

What am I capable of while drunk?