FORCED

Broken self

"Jhope~" the whisper of his mother haunts him at night....

*gasp!!!!!
Jhope springs up from his sleep, drenched in sweat from terror and agony.
"Mother~" he breathes heavily, looking around as if she was with him....

*sigh
He covers his eyes, trying to calm himself down....
*chuckle!!!!
"Hahahahahaha!!!!!!!" He had a screw loose or something.....
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"She won't survive" jhope lets his doctors  know that the little girl he brought to them wouldn't live any longer....
"Sell her organs...that's why I brought her here (smirk) and....."
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The parents wait outside the room...
(Crying together)

Hoseok comes outside....
"I don't think she will make it~
We did what we could.....
Would you like to see her one last time?" Jhope invites them in as they rush towards their daughter...

(The door shuts)
*BANG!!! BANG!!!

The bullets go straight through their heads...
"Good job~" jhope applauds at his personal shooter...
*clap clap

"This will be plenty....
Take what you need from them and the rest of their body...well...you can Cremate the body....." he leaves them be as he walks outside his empty hospital....
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*poof~
Smoking his cigarette....outside the building.
"I wonder if her class is finished yet~" thinking about you again....
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You couldn't wait to meet him again, as if you were obsessed. Not being able to concentrate in class and thinking about the naughty things you did with him made your heart pump like crazy....
*blush~

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Jhope pov:

I open my eyes in pitch blackness, hearing my mother's voice in the middle of the night~
Why is she calling out to me?
Is she still alive?
How do I get rid of her again?

These thoughts ran through my head....

Why is this life sooo boring?
I don't understand? There is something missing...but I can't get my head around it...
What could it be?
No matter how cruel, or how controlling I become....
It's always the same.....

Wait~
Who's this girl under the tree....
She's so pretty~
I wanna tear her apart! How would she look like if she suffers? Would it be fun?????would it!!!!

No? She reminds me.....
Of myself once....so gloomy....
What if?
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What if I made her smile instead? How would I feel then....
Because just now~
She completely ignored me....
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Jhope walks the other direction....it was the first day he ever saw you....
Wanted to toy with you but at the same time, felt attracted towards you....
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I run outside, hoping to see jhope's face, and there he was smiling like always...I smile back at him.

Jhope pov:
Look at her smile at me~
That's what I wanted.....
I feel....warmth in my heart....
Why is that?
I don't want to loose this moment, I don't want anything bad to happen between us....

Those were the thoughts....
But.....
Just a little bit more ....I hoped....
A little bit more love~I thought
FUXKKKKKK!!!!!!!!
(Breaks down)
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"Right on time~" you say as you hug him, tightly gripping on him....
Desperately....
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"How was the class~" jhope looks at you, caressing your lips....
"Nice~ (dazed)" you replied without even thinking....
Just completed blinded by his face....

"I love you jhope....I can't keep hiding my feeling for you~" you kiss his lips....

(Straight face)
Jhope kisses you back, wanting to hold on to you for dear life, scared he might get caught.....

And then there it was...
This thrill of rush filling his body....
It was exciting~
What if you knew?
What would you do?
How would it be?
Would it be......fun?

Jhope starts to smirk while kissing you.....but didn't want to risk it all so he held on to those thoughts....
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*kissing~
*suck~
*moan

We desperately hold on to each other as soon as we get in the house, closing the door behind.
The saliva from his tongue collides with mine as I start to take off his clothes....

"You want to do it here?" He gently licks your lips....
"Aren't you getting too shameless....then......" jhope drags you outside the house.....

"Hey what~ *blush" you get surprised by his actions as he forces your clothes off...

"Shh~ there is no one here~
But if you make noise? Who knows what could happen?" He whispers in your ear, sliding you panties off.....

You: "J-jhope you can't~"
Jhope: "isn't it exciting? We might get caught" *kiss
You: *blush (gives in)
Jhope: if you want to do it....then this is your only chance....
You: hurry up then....(desperate)

To be continued.....
Hey guys, hope u enjoyed and sorry for posting less
....I just can't concentrate on writing much these days.....I may need a break lol happens to me a lot