FORCED

Paralyzed

9 days

"JHOPE STOOOOOP!!!! I beg you!!!" You cry and beg for his mercy.... "stop!!! It really hurts!!!!" I was on my periods....this disgusting freak didn't stop....

The thick blood kept pouring out each time jhope took out his pelvis...thrusting his hips harder....
"Beg more~
I love it~" the grim and horror....his freaky smile while saying that made me go insane...
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[5 min ago]
"Say aaaaa~" he slowly brought that spoon near my lips, it felt filthy! Disgusting!

You shove the food away from your face...feeling nothing but disgust...wanting to throw up there and then. "I'm not hungry~" you spoke with your dried up, quivering lips....

"Eat~ you haven't eaten for days....
If you continue to act this way....you'll die~" he was being suspiciously calm about it....

I look always, being persistent and stubborn, wanting nothing more than to die....you had enough~
Of everything....

"Then I'll die! Fuxk off!!!! I hate you!!!!!" You scream at his face, shouting with tears streaming down your face....

*SLAP!

"Eat!" He forcefully stabs the spoon in your mouth, hurting your teeth and lips...."EAT!!!!" His eyes turned to anger....and his voice raged with fury...

He slaps me one more time...so hard! Against my cheek that it made me spit out blood because of the spoon stuck in my mouth....

You look at the ground while holding on to your cheek, seeing the bloody spoon near you....

I went dizzy~
As I look at him quivering with pain, holding on to my stomach....I was already feeling intense pain....
"What's wrong? Don't tell me(smirk) it started?" He was enjoying every bit of it as he holds me up by my hair...slamming it on the table.

You face down, showing your back to him.....
I was already naked....covered with bruises and bite mark. "J-jhope?~" your eyes widens as your legs trembled, hoping he wasn't gonna do it.....
You couldn't stop shaking with fear and pain....as he turned you around....placing me on the table...

"Face me~" jhope slides you down by your thighs, bringing you closer to his dick....

Your weak hand placed his chest, trying to get up and push him away....

"*chuckle.....it's disgusting down here, you should've
At least asked me for tampons/pads~
But you kept it to yourself and didn't ask for anything, you hate me that much heh~" he was angry from inside but at the same time he felt thrilled from your pain.....

"Jhope!!!!aaa~" your eyes teared up as he thrusts inside....fucking your harder by the minute as you move non stop....holding the table, tight enough to escape from the pain you were feeling.

"Scream more (lick lips~) it thrills me~
It makes me excited....this is so Damn fun!" His eyes were glued to your crying face as his thrusts gets even harder...
Giving you sharp pain....somewhere inside where you couldn't really point at....

"Aaaaah!!! Jhope I beg you!!!!!" Your voice got even louder, screaming and begging him to stop....
The horror and painful scene.....that I never imagined with someone I once liked....with someone who I thought was an angel.....
Turned out to be a monster....
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The food was splattered across the floor....along with the thick, dark period blood dripping from the table.

You laid on the table, lifeless like a corpse....
A warm tear scrolls down your cheek from one of your eyes....looking up and completely broken....
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When will this stop!?
Why have I always been in pain?
When I met jhope~ when I first saw his beautiful smile....as he looked at me with those innocent eyes.
I never felt so happy and comforted...

Where is that person I knew?
When he came to pick me up~
When he rested my head against his chest and told me everything is gonna be ok~
When!!!!(crying)
Was it all fake!?
I loved him!
I wanted him!
Everything was going fine so why! Why did I had to come back that day!

Or
Was it? Something I don't regret doing?~
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Jhope washed himself....As he sat on the bed, his body was steamy and hot since he just returned from the shower....

*sigh
He laid on the bed....thinking about you....
Wanting to sleep but he couldn't....
"Why can't you just-
Accept your fate and come back to me?....
You wouldn't have to suffer but you continue to push me away...resisting with all your might~
Is it really worth it? Working me up like this~" he kept talking to himself....thinking about the good days they had together...
He was totally insane....

"I wanna see that smile~
I know I can't ever....have it~
It pisses me off...." jhope turns to his side, holding the end of the pillow as he slowly shuts his eyes.

The only way he knew to get what he wanted was by violence and abuse....
Cause that's exactly how he was bought up....

He grew up with abuse and depression....
That mother of his was the reason....and the cause that made him into such a demon.

That prison cell he used to torture and beat up his mother..... until she gave away the property but she didn't and so he mixed the poison in her food....
Every time it was time to eat...she would slowly die...
Coughing out all kinds of shit from her mouth until it was time....

Jhope wanted her to suffer longer....suffer until she died...slowly and painfully....

But there were 2 things.....2 strong feelings in him...
That made him want to twist and break you little by little until you say yes but at the same time wanted you smile at him once again....thinking there was no point in that....

All he wanted was to force you....force you until you gave up.....even if it meant death! He would do it~
If he can't have you....he'll rather kill you....
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I reach out my hands for the food, dragging myself on the floor....not being able to move out of pain.
It had gotten worst~ I couldn't stop twitching....
My breathing went abnormally heavy as my skin turns pale.

"Jhope help~" you whisper.....having enough~
Having enough of this life....and your will to push him away.....

I really felt like fading away~
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[morning]

*whistling

Jhope hops down the stairs in a good mood, ready for his class as he takes a glimpse at you passed out on the floor....seeing your thighs covered with strikes of blood...

"Disgusting~" he pulls out his disgusted face, not giving much thought about your condition as he takes a bread...spreading it with some jam....

"Hey! Clean yourself.....
Don't be lying around when I come back.....don't sleep too long~" he throws in some tissues, closing up the prison with curtains....
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[memory]
I slide my hand on his hand, intertwining my fingers with his....
"I'm craving for some coffee (bright smile)" you drag him to the cafeteria...

"Hey~
What's wrong?" You look back at his fixed impression....just staring at you...
"I just felt my hear skip" jhope smiled back at you making you flustered....

We continued to walk .......
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To be continued.....
Hey guys.....his feelings are a bit complex but it's definitely not love....it's because he was never treated with care or got loved.....nothing else.....
I hope enjoyed reading even though I think this content is not for enjoyment lol 💕