don't go • soonhoon (completed)

• eleven •

"from you locating that building and doing the storm we got very valuable information. on the table where they had documents of a plan they were trying to execute, yet we don't know if they know if we have the documents so their plan could change. there was a usb located with the documents as well that had information about all of us, even though most of it was wrong. we identified all of the men and interrogated the one that was still alive even though he only knew what was on the documents." wonwoo explained and jihoon just grinned.

"being an idiot pays off sometimes, huh?" jihoon said with a smile but his smile faded as he saw wonwoo's stone cold face.

"im still mad at you. that was so incredibly stupid! you almost died! you know you can't just leave the boys like that!" wonwoo vented breaking his usual calm and composed attitude.

"i know woo.. i'm sorry.. i don't know why i did it," jihoon confessed and wonwoo just sighed.

"just don't do it again, okay? you can't do that to us," wonwoo said as jihoon nodded.

"boys! dinner!" jeonghan shouted from the back door and the boys all began to run like children.

wonwoo helped jihoon back up and they began walking when soonyoung came up beside them. soonyoung was sweaty and slightly out of breath but still looked cute in jihoon's eyes nonetheless.

"tired?" jihoon asked and soonyoung nodded. jihoon just smiled and ruffled his hair before the three went into the house and to the dining room.

"take a nap after dinner," jihoon said and soonyoung nodded being too tired to form words of his own.

after dinner was over all of the boys helped with what little dishes there was and went to the living room, except for wonwoo and jihoon. the two left the boys and went to the library to talk in more detail about the files and usb.

"here's the file." wonwoo said as he slid a file to jihoon. jihoon picked it up and began to flip through it.

"they're far more advanced than we thought.. how have we never heard about them?"

"they're solely located in china and only recently began to spread to korea," wonwoo explained and jihoon nodded as it all began to make sense, that's why he had never known any of the members he had run-ins with.

"then why was dokyeom working with them? he was korean," jihoon questioned and wonwoo slid over another file.

"he was just a pawn for them. they found some kid who was experienced in the streets and promised him something great. they had no idea he would crumble like that and get caught but he meant nothing to them," wonwoo explained and jihoon sighed and it clicked together.

"they were planning on attacking any day now but we fear that they might have changed their plans after we found their hideout and killed many of their men," wonwoo continued and jihoon closed the file and leaned his head back.

"this is so ridiculous.." jihoon sighed and wonwoo nodded.

"it is but from this information i have been able to locate both their korean base." wonwoo said and jihoon whipped his head to make eye contact.

"does that mean-"

"yes, we plan to attack in two weeks time. seungcheol is confirming plans now and beginning the preparation. i will stay back with soonyoung while the rest of you enter," wonwoo said as he typed away on his laptop as jihoon fiddled with his hands.

"what's with you? you would usually be hopping out of your seat at this opportunity." wonwoo questioned as he looked up from his laptop.

"soonyoung doesn't want me to get hurt again," jihoon replied and wonwoo cracked a smile.

"woah.. i was right about him, huh?" wonwoo asked and jihoon didn't hesitate to glare at him.

"the hell are you talking about?" jihoon answered with a question in a rather threatening tone. wonwoo chuckled.

"you know exactly what i'm talking about. you need to be careful, if they find out that you love him then he's going to be their target." wonwoo replied and jihoon rolled his eyes.

"if that's all, i'll be going.." jihoon said as he got up and left the library.

once he left and closed the door behind him he pressed his back against the wall and slid down it and sat on the floor. jihoon put his knees to his chest and rested his head. was he doing it again? had he fallen for the high school boy and put him in even more danger?

"jihoon? i've been looking for you!" a familiar voice chimed and jihoon just looked up. it was soonyoung with a smile plastered to his face.

"what's wrong?" soonyoung asked as he sat on the floor next to jihoon.

"in a few weeks i have to do something dangerous again.." jihoon said rather sadly and soonyoung just sat there with a blank face. how had he been so blind? jihoon was always going to get hurt.

"i know, i'm sorry i-"

"it's okay jihoon. this is your livelihood don't let me hold you back," soonyoung said coldly and jihoon rested his head on soonyoung's shoulder.

"don't be like that.. i don't wanna do it either," jihoon begged and soonyoung looked at him to see a side of jihoon he hadn't seen before.

jihoon looked on the brink of tears and it made soonyoung's heart shatter into a million pieces. soonyoung put his arm over jihoon's shoulders and pulled him close.

"i'm sorry, i just.. i was so scared seeing you laying there unconscious after surgery. you looked like a corpse. i don't know why you're in my head so much but im more scared to lose you than i am to go outside with a gang trying to kill me," soonyoung confessed and jihoon didn't want to leave soonyoung's grasp but he did. his next line would be the one he would regret the most.

"soonyoung.. you need to let me go.. it's too dangerous-"

those words pained them both. jihoon was holding back tears while soonyoung let his flow. the two were undeniably in love which made it even harder for jihoon to do what was best for soonyoung.

"i don't care jihoon!" soonyoung snapped back and jihoon just sighed.

jihoon knew he only put soonyoung in more danger and being in love with him made soonyoung the most wanted target. if soonyoung died, jihoon would never forgive himself. this momentary pain for soonyoung would me covered with a lifetime of happiness.

"jihoon.. d-don't leave me!"

"don't come after me."

• author's notes •

ahhhhhhh don't kill me pls i promise it will get better hhhhh !! but you gotta have something bad before it gets good so pls trust the process

-lilly