~Haunted Past~
I cover my eyes
And try to sleep
I want to stop these awful lies
I want to be again in peace
And set everything aside.
My heart is trembling and beating fast
I can’t move, I can’t think, I can’t speak
I’m haunted by my own past
The only thing I can do is weep.
My body senses the approaching fear
I can’t escape anymore
So I stay and wait here
Knowing I have nothing to live for.
These whole years I searched for love
The only thing I learnt instead was hate
I was so painfully sad
So I promised this was a path I would never again take.
Therefore I am left here alone
With nothing to remind me of myself
I’m sitting here and mourn
Surrendered and overwhelmed
