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Crystal's pov:

Gigi was calling me for 2 hours straight until it stopped ringing. I decided to message Jackie and ask her to come over

I decided to not tell her about what happened to me and gigi so i made up an excuse... tell her i cant sleep . By this time it was 2am . She messaged back saying she was coming over. I stared at my phone as gigi sent me millions of messages.
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After 30 minutes Jackie was at my door. My eyes were puffy and my hands were shaking. "Hey crystal are you ok?"she asked as he held my hands. "Im okay just a bit tired" i said while laughing. We sat on the rock hard bed and put on a movie "mean girls?" I asked .. "yea why not"she replied smiling at me . After the movie ended jackie said she needed to go back to her room. As she left i felt myself about to cry again as i thought of gigi. I said bye to jackie and ran to the bathroom. I was crying so much that i was about to throw up.

Gigi's pov:

I felt shit after what i did to crystal . After she ran away to her room i started to cry . I dont know why...
I ran to my room and and as i walked in Nicky was sitting on my bed. I turned on the light and screamed "Nicky what the fuck are you doing in my room!"i screamed at her.
"Thought i would hang out with you since we havent talked all night" nicky replied.  She was definitely drunk. "Only for half an hour im tired "i explained before sitting on the bed.
I let out a sad sigh as i layed my head on my pillow. "Babe whats wrong?" Nicky said before picking me up and sitting me on her lap. "Nothin just bored and tired" i said trying to not show my real feelings. Nicky wrapped her arms around my waist and hugged me tight . She layed me down as she stood up and walked away from the bed. "Were are you going?" I said in a sad voice. "Im going to the bathroom"she replied as she smiled at me. It kinda felt goode to have one of my besties with me at this moment. As she walked back into the room i looked at her and smiled . We put on a  movie . Mean girls to be precise. Its my favourite movie of all time! I was sitting between Nicky's legs facing the tv. I layed my head back onto her shoulder as she played with my hair. I looked at her for atleast 5 senconds before i kissed her . She didnt pull away.

Smut:

We started to make out as our breath quickened i pulled away to stare at nicky. I knew i shouldnt be doing this but in my mind i said fuck it! Nicky pushed me backwards onto the bed not breaking the kiss. She ripped my shirt off and stated to kiss my neck. She pulled away and said "are you sure we should do this.." i pulled her close to me and whispered "shhh just kiss me" i pushed her onto the bed and climbed onto of her.

Nicky's pov:

As she pushed me backwards i knew she was gonna regret this in the morning. As she straddled me i knew she wasn't gonna stop. I laughed  slightly and so did she . She was wearing baggy joggers and a knitted crop top. I was wearing black skinny jeans and a tight shirt. She rips of my shirt and kisses me . I take of her baggy pants and now she is just in her  underwear. I mean she is hella adorable but it feels weird doing this since she is my best friend.

Gigi's pov:

Both our clothes are of now and i sat ontop of her kissing her neck she moans quietly. She pushes me down and takes my underwear off. I look at her and nod. She teases me and then she pulls me close and and kisses me everywhere i moaned as she toached my body .

I get out of the bed and grab my clothes from across the room and grab a large hoodie for nicky to wear.
"Omg its 4am geege i should go" nicky whispers shocked. I look at her and pout. "Please stay you can sleep here"i said as she nodded. I looked at her and patted the space in the bed. We doon fell asleep.
    
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I woke up with nickys arms wrapped around me . I grabbed my phone and say 15 missed calls from all the other queens. I looked at the time and it was 11am . Breakfast was at 9am!!!!!!!
I shook Nicky up "NICKY ITS 11 AM " she shot up and jumped out of the bed . She ran around the room before she shouted at me "WHERE THE FUCK ARE MY CLOTHES!" I got up and looked around the room "nick calm down they are over here" i said nicely eventhough nicky was being a bitch. "Im sorry im just not a morning person or should i say afternoon person " she said as she tried to put her jeans on while standing up . I walked over to her and helped her pull the up . "Thank you " she said as she smiled . Just before she left the room someone violently knocked on my door. "Nicky hide in the bathroom"i whisper screamed at nicky as she ran in the bathroom. I ran to the door only in a crop top and boxers. I opened the door to see jackie ,crystal and jaida standing at the door. I stared at them and smiled. "Why the fuck weren't you at breakfast"crystal screamed at me before walking into my room . Ive never seen her so angry. "And were is nicky" she looked at me then at the floor. She looked at me with a disappointed face.. i looked down and saw i had Nicky's phone in my hand and her pants were on the floor. "What the fuck did you do last night" crystal yelled as she walked to me pushing me into a wall. Jackie and jaida grabbed crystal right before she raised her had like she was gonna hit me . "Jackie go calm down crystal ill talk to gigi in the bathroom" jaida said as jackie nodded . "No!" I yelled as jaida pushed open the bathroom door to see nicky standing there still wearing my hoodie. "What the fuck" jaida said before looking at me and nicky . I sat on my bed beginning to cry. "I didnt mean to im sorry i felt awful last night and i needed to take my mind of it and when i came to my room nicky was already here she was gonna but when she was it was 4 am so i told here to stay here . Im so fucking sorry if you guys dont wanna talk to me then you dont have to." I said quickly only jackie understood what i said . She signaled to jaida to go see crystal as she walked over to me . I was sobbing now. Jackie looked at me then said"we all love you . You havent done anything wrong if you want to talk about it then im here". I looked at jackie before collapsing in her arms crying. Crystal interupted saying"not eveyone loves you" Nicky looked at her and stormed at her . "Shut the fuck up Crystal. Why the fuck would you say that . You peice of shit" Nicky screamed at Crystal. "Looks like she has feelings for you gigi you would be such a cute couple wouldnt you " crystal yelled"fucking happy ever after . Yall make me sick " she stormed out the room and slammed the door as she walked away she screamed "COULDNT DO THAT TO ME BUT YOU CAN DO IT TO THAT SLUT NICKY . GIGI YOUR DISGUSTING"...

I looked at jaida and fell from Jackie's arms to the floor. I was shaking now i was having a panic attack and couldnt  breath. I stared at Nicky with fear in my eyes . Nicky ran to he purse and pulled out a small plastic cup god nows why shes got it. She filled it up with water and brought it to me. She held me close to her side and tried to calm me down. "Can someone call my mum please ..." jaida ran to the night stand and called my mum. She answered almost immediately.  She put it on speaker . "Hi sam why are you calling" all i could answer with was "help" before gasping for air . Nicky grabbed the phone and said "hello im karl Sam's friend . Sam is having a really bad panic attack what should we do ?" "Oh ok karl sweety go into Sam's suitcase there is a toiletry bag with all his medication in he knows whichone he needs to take " jackie runs to his bag and grabs the smaller bag. "Shit theres so many gigi ill just give you the bag" i nods as i take the bag and go through all the medications.  I finally find the right one and take it quickly . I rest my head on Nicky's chest as my breath goes back to normal . "Thank you for helping Sam i send you all love" my mum says before hanging up. Nicky pulls me into a hug before jaida begins to speak . "What happened between you and crys?"
"Last night when i was walking up to my room she tried to kiss me and i pushed her away and told her that we shouldnt kiss. She ran away crying... when i came to my room Nicky was here she was really drunk . We watched a movie then hooked up i guess and it was 4 am she was gonna leave but she slept over i didnt realizs the time until an hour ago . "  i said in one breath . I looked to the floor and began to cry again. Jackie picked me up and put me onto the bed. "Geege none of this is your fault your a young man . Sometimes you dont think before doing shit" explained Jackie. 
I hugged her before standing up to put some denim shorts on. I replied with"i know that but i actually was beginning to have feelings for crys and now i ruined it all i feel awful and shes gonna hate me forever" Jaida looked at me in shock and said "we all know that you and her look at eacher in a way ive never seen you look at anyone you need to talk to her ok geege" i smiled and nodded

                                                              
1799 words . This chapter has so much going on sorry and dont attack me for the ending they we will be okay in the next couple chapters 💜💜 love you all madeleine

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