Lucius Malfoy X Reader

The Nightmare Part 1

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Lucius POV

The sound of thunder sounded outside the manor, causing the house to shake each time that a thunder sounded. Almost as if the sky roared with anger trying to teach us a lesson. When it was time to sleep, I saw that Y/N had fallen asleep curling close to me as I could hear how perfect her heart and breathing sounded together. I turned off the light and snuggled close to her. 'She's finally with me' I said in my mind as a smile formed in my face, a true smile of happiness.

As some minutes went by I started to fall into a deep sleep... As my dream started I could see myself in a mirror as a smile of evil invaded my face as I looked at myself and thinking that my reflection was real, not understanding what was happening as I looked over to my right and saw Y/N standing and looking at me as she said, "There's a guest waiting for you Lucius" I nodded as I had summoned all the death eaters to the manor as I walked to the living room looking at them, carefully seeing who was in the meeting. My eyes quickly caught Narcissa who was standing at the end of the room as my eyes filled with vengeance, feeling how my blood was boiling full of anger and flashbacks of how my love had died years ago.. how she was killed by the Dark Lord and me not standing up to him.. I tried to ignore the fact that I could see her beautiful eyes staring at me, and that gentle smile of hers. The pain that I got remembering her pleads and screams when the Dark Lord began to allow Bellatrix to torture her, how she looked at me with sadness just awaiting for me to stop them, but I didn't.

Sorrow filled my heart as I looked at her and looked away going out of the room just to feel someone stop me and making me watch until she gave her last breath.. as I looked at her she gave me a soft smile and disappeared, I went to stand near the big long table that we always use to hake meetings. I looked at them and said, "I have asked you here today to offer you an opportunity, an opportunity which you can't deny, an opportunity that will allow you to use your dark power against the good. To take vengeance towards all the mistreatment that we get ever since Harry Potter killed the Dark Lord." I looked at them as they listened to the proposal, I held my wand in my hand and looked at them saying, "we shall, have vengeance and kill all those of filthy blood, all those who have showed resistance towards us.. all those who killed the ones we loved." I felt Y/N's eyes on me as I looked at her, I could see fear in her eyes as she looked at me then down trying to avoid contact.

As the meeting finished and everyone went about their business. I looked at Y/N and tried to walk close to her just to see her back away and hear her say, "I don't know who you are anymore Lucius, I don't know if you're the man that I loved and the man that I married.. I don't like who you are now. What's the point in killing innocent people?" I looked at her and chuckled as I smirked saying, "You know, the man who you once loved, has disappeared. I'm not that poor and weak soul filled with sadness. I have become something better, and something powerful, something that you won't ever understand because you have we weak and loving heart. A heart full of life and not a heart of vengeance."

Y/N POV
Just as I listened to Lucius, my eyes filled with tears as he wasn't the man that I had fallen in love with. He was now evil and wanted nothing but vengeance. As he tried to reach for me, I moved away and said, "if you don't want me here, go ahead and tell me Lucius.. I would have been better with Severus if I knew you we're going to change!" I looked at him as he got upset, his eyes filling with hate torwards me as he said, "well, then Y/N, if I were to kill Severus, right this instant what would you do?" I looked at him with shock as I watched him summon Severus, as he was now in the same room. I could feel them both looking at me as Lucius grabbed his wand and pointed it straight to Severus and before he could do anything. Lucius had already pronounced 'Avada Kedavra'

I watched Severus body collapse to the floor as I was too shocked to move, to understand what Lucius was telling me and to realize that Severus had died right infront of me. After a few moments passed, I could finally move but as fear took over me. I looked at Lucius saying, "how could you! Why?! You're evil!" I ran to Severus body and held him close placing his head on my lap as I cried and screamed looking at him and seeing that before he died, he had let a tear flow down his face. His heart wasn't beating anymore and his skin turning ice cold and pale.. as I began to think, my thoughts were jumping back and forth.. 'Severus was gone, he was forever gone and it was my fault' or 'if they had never met me this wouldn't have happened.. I don't want this anymore." As time passed I stood up and placed my black jacket over severus, my eyes filled with tears and my eyes were swollen and red. As I looked tordwards Lucius, I grabbed his hand which was holding his wand as I looked at him saying, "Why don't you do the same to me!! Kill me because you don't love me anymore! Kill me, now!" He looked at me realizing what he had done but it was already too late... too late undo what he had done just an hour ago.. he looked at me and saw my eyes full of pain and full of hate, i had stopped loving him. He had become nothing to me now, he was just now a dead memory which I wanted to bury forever.