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Prompt 9- "I wish someone would love me." "I love you so fucking much."
"YOU'RE A WASTE OF SPACE Y/N!! YOU ARE THE REASON YOUR MOTHER LEFT! I HATE YOU AND SO DOES EVERYONE ELSE!" My dad screamed at me at 6 o'clock in the morning.
My mother left us when I was 2 and my dad blames me for it everyday.
Some punches and swear words later I was bloodied and bruised. I'd locked myself in my bedroom and packed a bag as I did that I called my boyfriend JJ.
"Babe? Are you okay it's 6 in the morning?" His raspy morning voice said. Usually I'd melt but all I could do was cry into the phone.
"J." I cried. "Please come get me."
"I'm coming, I'm coming just breathe alright?"
"I'm scared J."
"It's okay, I'll be there in 10 minutes." All I could do was cry. My father has hit me before but it's always been just a kick or a slap. He's never gone this far. "I'm coming in the van okay?"
"Okay."
Soon I saw the headlights pull up through the trees and I quickly climbed out of my window and booked it to the car. JJ jumped out and wrapped his arms around me as I cried.
"Y/n let me see." I shook my head and squeezed him tighter. "Please let me see sweetheart."
I lifted my face from his shirt and his eyes started to tear up. "Oh my sweet girl." He mumbled. He pulled me back into his chest and squeezed me tight. "You're not coming back here ever again. Do you understand. Never again."
I felt him kiss the top of my head and pull away. "Let's get back to the chateau."
I nodded and climbed into the drivers seat. The whole way back all I could think about was what my dad said. Nobody loves you.
His words echoed through my head and soon I was crying again. JJ pulled into the driveway and put his hands gently on the sides of my face. "Come on." He whispered.
We walked into the chateau quietly and he brought me into his room. He took off my shoes for me and gave me one of his hoodies. "I'll be right back okay? I'm going to go get a washcloth to clean you up."
I hesitantly nodded and put the hoodie on and sunk into it. JJ came back a minute later with a damp washcloth. "Turn." He mumbled and I faced him and closed my eyes because I was going to start crying again.
He delicately wiped off the blood and tears from under my eyes. I slowly opened my bloodshot eyes again and looked at JJ. "I wish someone would love me."
I could tell that sentence broke JJ's heart and the second I said it I wanted to take it back. He looked at me with glossy eyes. "Why would you think nobody loves you? I love you so fucking much."
"I don't know, I'm sorry." Tears we're running down both of our faces. "I'm sorry." I cried into his chest and he let tears fall on my shoulder.
"Don't be, you've got nothing to be sorry about. You're incredible and beautiful and such an amazing person. I love you so much, and so does, Kie and Pope and John B."
"I love you too. I love you JJ."
"Let's lay down okay." He laid me down and pulled me into his side and wrapped his arms around me tightly. I curled up into a ball in his side.
"You're perfect y/n." I leaned up all of a sudden and that caused JJ to get up. "What's wrong."
I pressed my lips to his and he held the back of my neck. I pulled away slowly and looked him in the eyes. "I forgot to say thank you. So thank you."
"You're welcome baby." He leaned in and gave me a gentle kiss on my lips and then we laid back down and fell asleep.
SORRY this was shat but I hope you liked it nonetheless. REQUESTS ARE OPEN. Lots of love :)) -liv
