Decisions (A Chelsea Edition)

Chapter 25 (part 2)

Jenny couldn't believe he was here.
That he was in her room and that he managed to stop her from her suicide attempt.
Regardless he hurt her.
"What are you doing here Alex? "
Jenny walked up to him in anger. "Leave,"
But he would budge. "I said leave ! Get out! "
"Jenny..."
"Don't you dare say my name you bastard. I hate you! After everything you've done? Go away Alex. "
"I want to explain. I want you to forgive me. "
She stared into his eyes and shook her head. "Explain? There's nothing to explain you said we were over what 's going on Alex? Why do you hate me so much? What pleasure do you deribe from hurting me like you're doing right now? "
Alex tried to grab her arm. "No. Don't touch me. "
"Jenny please..."

"What? I also told you please. Don't you remember? I begged you,"
Her throat felt clogged up from the tears she was trying not to shed. "I begged you Alex. Was it that hard to believe me? After everything we've being through together? I shared Your bed! "

"Jenny..."
He made to touch her again.
She shrugged his hands off. "I said don't touch me. "
"Well what do you want me to do? ! I am sorry! I was just so jealous and angry. "
"Jealous of what? You weren't jealous of anything. You just wanted to make me feel bad. Just like when we were kids ."
Alex shook his head.
"No Jenny. Listen to me. What I did was wrong. I know that.
I'm sorry. I..I...I love you. "
Jenny allowed the tears to fall. "Don't. Please. Don't start this now my heart can't take it. "
"Am sorry Jenny."
A weak sob broke out of her mouth and she screamed. "I hate you! I hate you! "

"No baby you don't. "
She screamed again holding the tweezers tightly in her hand. "I hate you Alex walker..." she sobbed. "I hate you! Why are you doing this to me? "
She sank to the ground weakly.
Alex couldn't bear it. He knelt down beside her and pulled her into his arms.
"Let me go! Let me go! "
She began to hit his chest and thrashed in his hold.
"Let me go. " she cried.
Alex shook his head.

"Jenny baby I'm sorry. I was wrong. I love you. "
"Don't say that you don't mean that you don't hurt someone you love."
"I was a fool. I didn't know any better Jenny. "
"You liar! You accused me of sleeping with that man. How dare you? ! " she began to hit his chest again. "How dare you! Uh? I allowed you to touch me gave me my love. Alex I gave you my heart and what do you do? You go and break it. Let me go. Let me go right now! "
"No. I made a mistake. When you asked me to kiss you that day I did because I missed you. I wanted so badly kiss your lips. To touch you. To believe you. "
"Why didn't you? "
"Because I was an egotistic bastard. "
She shook her head and began to struggle again.
"No you're  lying. "
He held her still. "Am I? Let me show you..."
She looked into his eye and sniffled."please let me show you. "
He brought his face close to hers.
His hot breath fanning her lips .
It was as if she were in a trance. One she could not break from.
He took her lips in his and merged them as one his tongue slipping into her mouth with ease and hesitancy.
She clutched his fabric of his jacket in her hands tightly and responded to his kiss.
He caressed the inside of her cheeks with his tongue and she moaned.
He bent his head to kiss her deeply just like she had wanted.
He said he wanted to show her that he was sorry and he did.
By French kissing the fuck out of her.
But we are talking about Jennifer Jerkins here and its not going to be that easy.
He pulled away staring into her icy blue eyes then down at her red swollen lips. "Do you believe me now? "
"Don't ever do that again. "
"But you liked it. "
"That is beside the point. You hurt me Alex. "
"Then let me fix it. Everything. I'll change. I promise. I'll be more understanding and less angry.  I just need a chance that's all am asking. "
"No Alex. There's nothing you can fix. "
"What else do you want me to say. "
"I don't know Alex. I'll think about it. For now leave. "
"Am not leaving this place Jenny. "

"Yes you are. "
"No am not. Why won't you forgive me? "

"It's just hard for me too. I can't forget how badly you treated me. "
He pecked her lips. "Alex."
He kissed her jaw. "Alex..."
He planted kisses on her neck then back to her lips. Devouring it.
She pulled away and slapped him hard.

They just sat there in silence. "Am sorry. "
"No its fine. Can we ever go back to how we were before? "
"I hardly doubt it. "
"Will you ever forgive me ?"
"Still working on it. "
"Are you giving me a chance ?"
She sighed. "I guess so. "
"Can I kiss you? "
She scoffed. "Don't push your luck. "

Another round of thick silence fell in the room making Jenny shift uncomfortably.
"We should probably get of the floor. "
"Yes we should. We could cuddle in bed , sounds good? "
Jenny smiled at him and he couldn't help but do the same.
"I'd like that. "
"Okay. Let me help you up. "
He pulled her up and the pair of twezzers fell from her laps.
Alex picked it up. "What were you going to do with this? "
She walked to the bed nervously. "Nothing. Are you coming to bed? "
"Sure. "
They slid under the covers and snuggled close.
"I almost jerked off to your name today at the store. "
"What? "
"I couldn't help it. Just thought you deserved to know. "
"Yeah. "
"Did you... Did you get your release? "
"Um ... No. "
"Do you want me to...." her voice trailed off.
"Are you asking me to have sex with you. "
"No. I was hoping to give your a hand job. "
He chuckled.
"I don't think I deserved it. "
"Damn right you damn cockroach. "
He laughed. "You called me a cockroach. "
"What else are you?" Alex smiled.
"Jenny? "
"Mmm? "
He held her tighter then sighed. "Nothing. Go to sleep. "
"Okay. Good night Alex. "
She snuggled closer and hummed.
"Good night. Jennifer. "

SONG PLAYING: WHEN THE PARTYS OVER by BILLIE ELLISH.

Baenga!
Boungha!
Bammm!
How did you like it?  😃😃😃😃
Did Alex deserved a second chance? 😕😕😕
Guess so if Jenny decided to give him another chance.
So.....😤👫
They're back together. 
Is the storm over? Or is it going to get darkerfor the two?
Its decision everyone. Sometimes you wim. Sometimes you loose.

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#Chelsea #