Embers Of a Dying Heart

I'm Sorry

Sorry that I did this.

Denial was key, so I could treasure whatever whenever.

I kept it locked, forever.

Just to have it break, we don't live forever.

So while I live, being clever...

I would admit to it.

And no moment would be better fit.

I hate to say.

For the fear of losing what I gained, every passing day.

Friendship, comfort, pain.

Friendship, made up with care and caution, beautiful and plain.

Friendship, comfort, pain.

Comfort, speaking my mind, in care or vain.

Friendship, comfort, pain.

Pain, simple, to train, perfecting ourselves, for what gain?

We don't live forever.

You're caring, broken, kind...Seeing you in every stage.

You feel happiness, I wish to see you forever young.

You feel sadness, I find it twice as wrong.

You feel rage, I feel it twice as strong.

So while I die.

Let me give...

The truth, the escape from this lie.

Because I wish to free myself, before I die.

The bond between you and I, the tie...

Is more than friends in my mind.

I'm always a step ahead of your page.

Happiness, sadness and even rage.

I love you, my heart is stolen, caged.

Even if you set it free...

It will always wander away from me, and find it's way back to you.

Sorry that I did this.

Denial was key, so I could treasure whatever whenever.

I kept it locked, forever.

Hell, now it roams...Free, I should be feeling glee...

Yet I feel fear...Scared to see you disappear and be nowhere near.