chapter cinco

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caisy's depression is starting to get pretty bad again. liam has been ignoring her for a few days now, and caisy feels more alone than she has ever felt. people started to bully her again, and her home situation isn't going so well either.

caisy

everything is back as it was. i sit alone in the left cornor of the class. people throw shit at me. liam changed seat, he now seats in the front.

i can't take it anymore if my life is back like this. people finally stopped bullying me, i finally made a friend, and my dad stopped abusing me.

i see liam turn around and looks at me. i can see a tear fall down his cheek. what the hell? why is he crying?

someone throws a paper at me. i pick it up and open it.

i'm sorry cais, can we talk after this hour? love liam.

i look up and see that liam still looks at me. i nod quick and stand up. i take my bag, tell the teacher i'm going to the toilet and walk out of the class room.

i lock myself in one of the toilets, then the tears start streaming down my face. no idea why but they are.

why is liam ignoring me, i thought he was my friend. i thought he actually cared. i thought someone finally liked me for who i am, but that will never happen. and now out of nowhere he wants to talk to me again? i don't get it. i don't fucking get people. i don't get this goddamn world.

i can hear the bell ring and i immediately shot up. i whipe my tears and try to fix my make up. i walk out the bathroom and see how the whole corridor is now filled with people. i start to panic a littlewhen i see liam.

he walks over to me. "did you cry or something?" i nod. "yes, i fucking did okay. now what do you want because i'm probably going to start crying again." i say and i'm surprised by the words that just cam out of my mouth. so is liam i can see.

"i'm in love with you." he says. "excuse me?"

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