Dance Class

Confessions

I honestly had been wondering if everything with Luke today was just a dream. It wouldn't really surprise me. But here Luke was, standing in my room. The way he called me princess made my heart race and I blushed slightly. I mean he was a sexy, like a real fucking man. 

"Luke," I breathed. My thoughts were going absolutely crazy. Not only was he my brother's best friend; he was my teacher. He was only 2 years older though. I should've been a sophomore when he was a senior, but I was a freaking freshman. He's so hot, and funny and sweet to me. Luke never made me feel irrelevant, but I was never really part of their gang either.

He started walking towards me slowly as my heart raced faster. Once he reach my bed, he climbed on. Neither of us said a word. He placed his hand on my cheek and rubbed his thumb over my bottom lip. I relaxed into his touch; something I had been craving for as long as I can remember. 

"Why am I so drawn to you love?" He asked as his eyes burned with an intense blue. "All these years I've tried to look past the way you make me feel. Hell, I went to Australia to try and move on. But here I am, back to craving just one touch from you. What're you doing to me love?" 

I didn't know what to say. All these years I thought I was a burden to him. I just stared at him in shock, but not for too long. His lips hit mine and it was pure bliss. It was like a bomb of happiness went off in me which made me smile as I kissed him back. I was also so confused, how could something that felt so right, be so wrong. The way his hand held my face, and how gently his fingers brushed my thigh. Or even how perfectly his lips fit against mine and moved so in sync. 

I pulled back slightly; I was out of breath and my thoughts were racing so fast I thought my head would explode. I came to a conclusion that made me frown. 

"We can't do this Luke. Ashton will kill us both, a-and you could lose your job." I looked at my lap because I knew if I looked at him I would cry. Big baby I am. "What just happened can never happen again, okay?" I tried to act like I wasn't affected, but I was breaking inside. 

"No, I get it, you don't feel the same way. You already told me that, and I didn't fucking listen," he frowned getting up. I let him walk out the door and then I let the flood gates open. I cried because the only guy I ever wanted, wanted me, but I couldn't have him. I cried into my pillow for an hour. I walked in my bathroom and splashed water on my face to compose myself. I grabbed my phone and put my headphones in, to listen to music. I had 16 texts from Luke. Half asking if I was okay, a quarter apologizing for kissing me, and the rest apologizing for blowing my phone up. I felt bad, I wanted him, but I couldn't tell him. I walked downstairs to my freezer and got my ice cream. It was almost gone, shit. I pulled out my wallet, but it was bare too, ugh. 

I needed money, but I can't keep a job. I get caught up dancing and forget that I have work. So I started making porn. And before I get lectured , I know it's not ideal, but at least I'm not a prostsitute. Ashton left me to pay the bills, so I managed. 

I walked back to my room and grabbed my laptop. I then grabbed my vibrator and sat on the floor. This was gonna help me forget about Luke for a while too. I opened up the site and went live. I waited for the viewers to go up before I decided to start. I never showed my face on here, just my chest down. Went I got 300 people watching I decided to start, I spread my legs and picked up the vibrator. I turned it on and rubbed my clit through the the spandex. I let out a soft moan as my phone vibrated. I told my viewers to wait a minute, I couldn't keep Luke hanging anymore.

When I opened my phone, I opened snapchat. Luke sent me one snap. When I opened it, it was him shirtless saying sorry. I slid my phone across the floor and got back to playing with myself. I now had 425 people watching. I was already getting wet through my shorts. I was moaning every now and then. This was oddly helping me relax and I was thankful. I removed the spandex shorts and a few people donated 10 dollars. It wasn't much but it was a start. I turned the vibrator off and set it to the side. I slid my fingers in between the lips of my pussy as I pulled up some of the juices to rub my clit. I rubbed circles on it making myself moan so loud. I slid them back down and inside me. I started pumping them in and out as the comments told me to go faster. 

Dancing_penguin21: harder baby, make ur self cum for me please

This guy never failed to comment when I was live. He always watched and it made me blush that he was still here even though it's been three months since I posted. I was leaning against my bed as one hand pumped and the other was trying to pick up the vibrator. Once I had it in my hand, I put it on my clit. I knew I was a moaning mess but I was about to cum so much. 

Dancing_penguin21: cum for me please baby

My legs started to shake as I released onto the floor. I was moaning but I didn't stop, I kept pumping my fingers. Dancing_penguin was still making comments but I was in pure bliss. When I finally stopped I looked down at my laptop and my heart stopped. The comments were going through like crazy but Dancing_penguin was gone. All the comments asked one thing: who's Luke? 

I didn't, did I? I posted the video, so I went back and rewinded it. When I was cumming all over the floor, I repeatedly moaned ''mm fuck Luke" over and over again. Oh I hope he didn't hear me. If I never would've open the damn snap, I would've been fine. 

I freaked out the whole night and couldn't sleep. I did make 500 dollars though, so that's good. Whet if he heard me? My alarm finally went of at 6:00 am, I think I slept 30 minutes last night. Basically, Luke stayed over last night to keep an eye on my drunken brother. 

I grudgingly got out of bed and made my way to my closet. I didn't feel like dressing up to much so I grabbed leggings and my dance crop top sweatshirt. I pulled my hair into a side braid and headed downstairs. 

My heart was racing the whole time. Luke was standing in the kitchen making chocolate chip pancakes and bacon, one of my favorites. He was also humming and had a big smile on his face. He was definitely over what happened yesterday. 

"Good morning Mr. Sunshine," I laughed. He jumped slightly, causing him to almost spill bacon grease everywhere. "Sorry, didn't mean to scare you." 

"It's okay princess, I uh mean Rylie," he laughed nervously, his voice sounded so raspy. 

"So um what's with the good mood," I asked curious.

"So you know how Ashton would just disappear randomly since we've been back?" He asked. I just nodded. "We're starting a band, which is why I didn't feel bad risking my job with you," his hand flew up to his mouth. "I didn't mean to say that." 

"It's okay," I laughed as things suddenly got awkward. "A band though, sounds fun." I tried to change the subject just in case Ash came down. 

"Yeah, I'll be the lead singer, of course Ash will play drums, Cal will play bass, and me and Mike will also play guitar," he explained with a big grin. 

"Wow, sounds great, wait why'd u go to dancing school," I asked confused. If music was his dream, why'd he go to dance.

"One: back up plan, two: I wanted to see why you were so drawn to it, and three: because I like to dance too," the sweet sound of his laughter filled the room. 

"I've never danced in front of you though," I said confused. 

"Oh love, you have no clue how many times I have caught you dancing," he smirked at me. I felt like I was going to melt. I knew I was blushing, so looked down at the counter. "Foods done," his tone changed.

When I walked over to the table, Luke followed carrying the food. He was only in his boxers and I tried so hard not to stare. He was so tan from being in Australia, and his muscles were so toned. I sat down on the stool. As I leaned in to get myself food Luke snatched it away. I went to protest but he started walking around the table to me. He walked up right behind me and leaned up against me as he put my food on my plate. When he walked back to the other side of the table, I let out a breath, I didn't know I had been holding. What the fuck just happened. Did he do that on purpose or was I just overreacting. 

"You okay there princess?" Luke asked smirking at me.

"Yeah, I uh, i-im fine," I stuttered. I was definitely still crushing on Luke. 

"Well hurry up and eat, we leave in five minutes," he went serious.

I ate in silence, but I swear Luke was staring at me the whole time. As I put my stuff in the sink, he walked up behind me. I was stuck between the counter and him. He stayed there a few seconds longer and then walked out like nothing had happened. What was this man doing to me.